我還是很生氣，而我其實不該這樣。
I’m still mad and I shouldn’t be.
因為你對我做的事，真的很可悲。
‘Cause it’s sad, what you did to me.
《 when the rain stopped following me 》 是 eaJ 在2024年9月20日發表的 EP 專輯，共收錄六首歌曲。
Producer
inverness
Writers
eaJ, salem ilese & inverness
[Intro: eaJ]
I'm still mad and I shouldn't be
我還是很生氣，而我其實不該這樣
'Cause it's sad, what you did to me
因為你對我做的事，真的很可悲
It's so bad, should be dead to me but
真的糟到不行，我本該徹底跟你劃清界線，但
I can't help that
我就是控制不住
[Verse 1: eaJ]
I'm still mad that I never said nothing
我還在生氣，氣我當初什麼都沒說
Silent as I took your jabs (Jabs)
默默承受你一次次的嘲諷
Really thought you were someone worth trusting
我真的以為你是個值得信任的人
Living as your punching bag
卻活得像你的出氣筒
You took an arm and a leg
你奪走了我的全部
And broke my heart when I heard 'em
當我聽見那些話時，我心也都碎了
All of the things that you said
你說出口的那些話
You really pulled back the curtain to what goes on in your head
徹底揭開了你腦中真正的想法
You thought of me as a burden
你把我當成負擔
I thought of you as a friend
而我卻把你當成朋友
[Pre-Chorus: eaJ & salem ilese]
I'm tryna be the bigger person (Person)
我試著當那個比較成熟的人
Every time you put me down (Ooh)
即使你一次次貶低我
But I'm uncertain if it's working (Working)
但我不確定這樣有沒有用
'Cause whenevеr you're around
因為只要你一出現
[Chorus: eaj & salem ilese]
I'm still mad and I shouldn't be
我還是很生氣，而我其實不該這樣
'Cause it's sad, what you did to me
因為你對我做的事，真的很可悲
It's so bad, should be dead to me but
真的糟到不行，我本該徹底跟你劃清界線，但
I can't help that I'm still mad (Still mad)
我控制不了自己，我還是很生氣
That a friend of me stabbed my back (My back)
一個朋友從背後捅了我一刀
Like an enemy, it's so bad (So bad)
就像敵人一樣，真的很糟
Should be dead to me, but
我本該徹底跟你劃清界線，但
I can't help that I'm still mad
我控制不了自己，我還是很生氣
I'm still mad
我還是很生氣
[Verse 2: eaJ]
Yuh
是的
I'm still mad that you made me feel less than
我還在氣你讓我覺得自己一文不值
Divided my heart in half
挑撥我的心
I felt whole thinking you were my person (Person)
我以為你是屬於我的那個人時，我是完整的
Now I'm solvin' all the aftermath (Ha-ha)
如今卻得獨自收拾所有的後果
It spun up webs in your plot
你編織了一堆謊言
I was playing the victim
還反過來把我當成受害者
You never thought you'd get caught
你從沒想過自己會被揭穿
But your logic was missing
但你的邏輯根本漏洞百出
Your crying wolf never stopped
你不斷說謊、博取同情，從沒停過
But now nobody's listening
但現在已經沒有人再聽你說
I'm no longer your prop
我不再是你拿來利用的道具
[Pre-Chorus: eaJ & salem ilese]
I'm tryna be the bigger person (Person)
我試著當那個比較成熟的人
Every time you put me down (Ooh)
即使你一次次貶低我
But I'm uncertain if it's working (Working)
但我不確定這樣有沒有用
'Cause whenever you're around (You're not my friend)
因為只要你一出現（你已經不是我的朋友）
[Chorus: eaj & salem ilese]
I'm still mad (Still mad) and I shouldn't be
我還是很生氣，而我其實不該這樣
'Cause it's sad (It's sad), what you did to me
因為你對我做的事，真的很可悲
It's so bad (So bad), should be dead to me but
真的糟到不行，我本該徹底跟你劃清界線，但
I can't help that I'm still mad (I'm still mad)
我控制不了自己，我還是很生氣
That a friend of me stabbed my back (My back)
一個朋友從背後捅了我一刀
Like an enemy, it's so bad (So bad)
就像敵人一樣，真的很糟
Should be dead to me, but (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
我本該徹底跟你劃清界線，但
I can't help that I'm still mad (Still mad)
我控制不了自己，我還是很生氣
I'm still mad (So mad)
我還是很生氣
I can't help that I'm still mad (Mad, mad, yeah)
我控制不了自己，我還是很生氣
I'm still mad (Mad, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
我還是很生氣
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