我站在後方，眼看著我內心的豪宅化成灰燼，而我，
Standing back, watching my mansion burn to ash while I.
手裡拿著油桶，我問上帝是不是祢點的這把火。
Hold the gas can, asking God if He started this fire.
《 FEAR 》是 NF 在2025年11月14日發表的第三張 EP 專輯，共收錄六首歌曲。
Producers
NF & Jeff Sojka
Writers
NF & Jeff Sojka
[Intro]
Hello darkness, my old friend (Hello)
你好啊深淵，我的老朋友
Knocking at my door again (*Knock knock knock*)
它又在敲響我的門
Begging me to come outsi-ide
求著我走出去
Let you back into my life
讓你回到我的生命裡
Now, usually I'd be strong enough
通常的我是足夠堅強的
To lock the doors and keep 'em shut
把門鎖上，緊閉不開放
But not today, I'm desperate (Desperate)
但不是今天，我太絕望
So go ahead and come on in
所以來吧，就進來吧
So go ahead and come on in
所以來吧，就進來吧
So go ahead and come on in
所以來吧，就進來吧
[Verse]
OCD is worse than ever, hands are bleeding, maybe I should take the pills, don't (Woah)
我的強迫症比以往都更糟，我的雙手在流血，也許我該吃藥，別
Know what's goin' on with me, some days I actually think I might be schizo— (Woah)
phrenic, prolly not, but even writing this is making me begin to spiral, oh God (Oh, oh, oh)
搞不清楚自己是怎麼了，有些時候我真的覺得我可能會是思覺失調，也可能不是，但我就連寫下這些話都讓我開始覺得失真，哦天啊
Made a promisе to myself I wouldn't let the fеar back in, but then I did though (Woah)
我向自己承諾不再讓恐懼回到我身邊，但我還是讓它重回我的世界
Told the world that I was sick of runnin', then went back to runnin', what a joke (Woah)
我告訴世界我厭倦了逃跑，結果我又逃回去了，這多可笑
Disappointed, yeah, me too, I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough, guess not (Oh, oh, oh)
失望嗎？是啊，我也是。我以為自己終於突破了，可顯然沒有
It's the same song and dance, you've all seen it before
又是同一首歌，同一套舞步，你們都早已看過
Darkness holds out his hand, then we walk to the floor
深淵向我伸出它的手，然後我們攜手走向舞池
Every decision made isn't mine anymore
我的每個決定都不再屬於我
Like a puppet with strings, I just don't have a choice
我像是個被牽線的木偶，我根本沒有選擇
What's the truth? What's a lie?
什麼是實話？什麼是謊言？
Help me God, help me Lord
神啊救救我啊，主啊幫幫我啊
Face your fears, dry your eyes
面對恐懼，我擦乾眼淚
Grandma died, what's the point?
奶奶過世了，人生還有什麼意義？
Lost the keys, lost my hope, lost my will, lost my joy
鑰匙丟了、希望沒了、意志沒了、快樂沒了
Lost a friend, lost my home, lost my faith, lost my voice
朋友沒了、家沒了、信仰沒了、自我的聲音也沒了
[Break]
(Desperate)
（絕望）
[Chorus]
Standing back, watching my mansion burn to ash while I (*Laughter*)
我站在後方，眼看著我內心的豪宅化成灰燼，而我
Hold the gas can, asking God if He started this fire
手裡拿著油桶，我問上帝是不是祢點的這把火
Is this what You wanted? Is this what You wanted?
這就是祢想要的嗎？這就是祢想看到的結果嗎？
Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life just to lay them to rest
讓我所有的希望和夢想成真，只是為了最終去埋葬它們
Is this what You wanted? Is this what You wanted?
這就是祢想要的嗎？這就是祢想看到的結果嗎？
Give me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is
給我一個虛假的平靜，只為讓我知道真正的平靜是什麼樣的
Is this what You wanted?
這就是祢想要的嗎？
[Bridge]
On the verge, on the edge
在臨界線上，在崩潰邊緣
(Is this what You wanted?)
（這就是祢想要的嗎？）
Petrified, scared to death
感到驚恐，嚇得要命
(Is this what You wanted?)
（這就是祢想得到的嗎？）
Prayin' to God, desperate
我向神祈禱，絕望地
(Is this what You wanted, what You wanted?)
（這就是祢想要的嗎？這就是祢想看到的結果嗎？）
(Is this what You wanted?)
（這就是祢想要的嗎？）
Hangin' on by a thread
我勉強吊著一口氣
(Is this what You wanted?)
（這就是祢想得到的嗎？）
Empty heart, nothin' left
空洞的內心，我一無所有
(Is this what You wanted?)
（這就是祢想要的嗎？）
Breakin' down, spiralin'
崩潰失序，失控下沉
(Is this what You wanted, what You wanted?)
（這就是祢想要的嗎？這就是祢想看到的結果嗎？）
(Is this what You wanted?)
（這就是祢想要的嗎？）
[Chorus]
Standing back (Is this what You wanted?)
我站在後方（這就是祢想要的嗎？）
Watching my mansion (Is this what You wanted?)
眼看著我內心的豪宅（這就是祢想得到的嗎？）
Burn to ash (Is this what You wanted?) while I (Oh, oh, oh)
化成灰燼（這就是祢想要的嗎？），而我
(What You wanted, is this what You wanted?)
（這就是祢想要的嗎？這就是祢想看到的結果嗎？）
Hold the gas (Is this what You wanted?) can
手裡拿著油桶（這就是祢想要的嗎？）
Asking God if (Is this what You wanted?)
我問上帝是不是（這就是祢想得到的嗎？）
He started this fire (Is this what You wanted, what You wanted?)
祢點的這把火（這就是祢想要的嗎？這就是祢想看到的結果嗎？）
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