我知道你曾那麼溫柔地傷了我的心。
I know you broke my heart so gently.
可為什麼想念你，竟然讓我感覺如此不健康？
How does missing you just feel unhealthy now?
《 from my sleeve to the world 》 是 Sam Tompkins 在2019年10月9日發表的出道 EP 專輯，共收錄五首歌曲。
Producers
Sam Tompkins & Phil Davidson
Writer
Sam Tompkins
[Chorus]
Boo, I need you around
寶貝，我需要你在我身邊
The pressure's getting way too heavy now
現在這壓力，真的沉重得讓我快撐不住
And you should know that I’m not ready, no
你應該知道，我還沒準備好，不，我真的還沒準備好
Not good at being alone
我不擅長一個人待著
I know you know that I am empty now
我知道你知道，我現在內心一片空虛
Getting to sleep so very rarely now
現在的我，幾乎很難入睡
We on different paths, I've known that for some time
我們走在不同的道路上，這點我早就知道一段時間了
Girl this shit's so sad and it’s like every night
女孩，這一切真的好悲傷，幾乎每個夜晚都是如此
This home just ain't a home
這個家，早就不像個家了
I know you broke my heart so gently
我知道你曾那麼溫柔地傷了我的心
How does missing you just feel unhealthy now?
可為什麼想念你，竟然讓我感覺如此不健康？
[Verse 1]
I could be chillin' with a girl who inspires inner brilliance
我本來可以和一個，能激發我內在光芒的女孩待在一起
Now she's off on her own in the distance
如今她卻獨自離去，消失在遠方
I can't hit her on the phone for assistance
我甚至沒辦法打電話給她尋求幫助
Though I've been wishing this could be different
儘管我一直希望事情能有不同的結果
I ain't got time to be ignant
我沒時間再去做那些愚蠢的事
But I can't cut you off like Vincent
但我也沒辦法像 Vincent 那樣把你徹底斬斷
So I try my best to keep distant
所以我盡自己最大的努力保持距離
Fight off the system that makes me the victim, (Uh)
對抗那個讓我成為受害者的體制
It’s like a fall of a kingdom
就像一個王國的覆滅
Held it up but it’s now just a prison
我曾經撐起它，但如今它只剩一座監獄
I can't leave my house without missing
我甚至沒辦法離開家門，卻不想起
All of our visions, this is a sickness
我們曾經共同擁有的那些願景，這簡直是一種病
Or am I just a witness?
還是說，我只是一個旁觀者？
Or could I put an end to this business?
又或者，我可以結束這一切？
Tie my shoes and walk out of this stillness
繫好鞋帶，走出這片死寂
Ain’t got the fitness, no
只是我已經沒有那個力氣了，不
[Pre Chorus]
I don't need a lot, I just want the best now
我不需要太多，我只想要最好的
This been at my neck now, I've been feeling low
這件事一直壓得我喘不過氣，我一直情緒低落
Hate the way it's gone, my life’s such a mess now
我討厭事情變成現在這樣，我的人生現在一團糟
Can't deal with the stress now, I've been feeling
我已經承受不了這些壓力了，我一直感到
[Chorus]
Boo, I need you around
寶貝，我需要你在我身邊
The pressure's getting way too heavy now
現在這壓力，真的沉重得讓我快撐不住
And you should know that I’m not ready, no
你應該知道，我還沒準備好，不，我真的還沒準備好
Not good at being alone
我不擅長一個人待著
I know you know that I am empty now
我知道你知道，我現在內心一片空虛
Getting to sleep so very rarely now
現在的我，幾乎很難入睡
We on different paths, I've known that for some time
我們走在不同的道路上，這點我早就知道一段時間了
Girl this shit's so sad and it’s like every night
女孩，這一切真的好悲傷，幾乎每個夜晚都是如此
This home just ain't a home
這個家，早就不像個家了
I know you broke my heart so gently
我知道你曾那麼溫柔地傷了我的心
How does missing you just feel unhealthy now?
可為什麼想念你，竟然讓我感覺如此不健康？
[Verse 2]
Bottling up all of my own soul, getting over it, I don't know
把自己的靈魂全部壓抑在心底，想要走出來，我卻不知道該怎麼辦
Imma be straight, this ain't been great
我就直說吧，這一切真的糟透了
It feels like I'm dying but it's so slow
感覺自己正在慢慢死去，只是這個過程太緩慢
Waking me up with that "Morning boo"
你用一句「早安，寶貝」把我喚醒
Thinkin' 'bout that and I feel so blue
一想到那句話，我就感到無比憂鬱
Maybe I'll wait and it will be fate
也許我再等等，一切自會成為命中注定
Or am I just sitting in my own tomb?
又或者，我只是坐在自己的墳墓裡？
This ain't my life and it's not right
這不是我的人生，也不該是這樣
I'm thinkin' 'bout you all of my night
我整晚整晚都在想著你
I wanna catch flights but I don't like
我想搭上飛機離開，卻不喜歡
The fear to fall or what that ignites
墜落的恐懼，以及那恐懼所點燃的一切
You were my type, not one of my stripes
你就是我喜歡的類型，卻不屬於我的世界
I think of you and I get good vibes
想到你，我就會感受到美好的情緒
At least before you went of out of sight, yeah
至少在你離開我的視線之前，是這樣
[Pre Chorus]
I don't need a lot, I just want the best now
我不需要太多，我只想要最好的
This been at my neck now, I've been feeling low
這件事一直壓得我喘不過氣，我一直情緒低落
Hate the way it's gone, my life’s such a mess now
我討厭事情變成現在這樣，我的人生現在一團糟
Can't deal with the stress now, I've been feeling low
我已經承受不了這些壓力了，我一直感到低落
I don't need a lot, I just want the best now
我不需要太多，我只想要最好的
This been at my neck now, I've been feeling low
這件事一直壓得我喘不過氣，我一直情緒低落
Hate the way it's gone, my life’s such a mess now
我討厭事情變成現在這樣，我的人生現在一團糟
Can't deal with the stress now, I've been feeling
我已經承受不了這些壓力了，我一直感到
[Chorus]
Boo, I need you around
寶貝，我需要你在我身邊
The pressure's getting way too heavy now
現在這壓力，真的沉重得讓我快撐不住
And you should know that I’m not ready, no
你應該知道，我還沒準備好，不，我真的還沒準備好
Not good at being alone
我不擅長一個人待著
I know you know that I am empty now
我知道你知道，我現在內心一片空虛
Getting to sleep so very rarely now
現在的我，幾乎很難入睡
We on different paths, I've known that for some time
我們走在不同的道路上，這點我早就知道一段時間了
Girl this shit's so sad and it’s like every night
女孩，這一切真的好悲傷，幾乎每個夜晚都是如此
This home just ain't a home
這個家，早就不像個家了
I know you broke my heart so gently
我知道你曾那麼溫柔地傷了我的心
How does missing you just feel unhealthy now?
可為什麼想念你，竟然讓我感覺如此不健康？
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