我正在下沉，卻不知道該怎麼辦。
I’m drowning and I don’t know how.
還有誰能把我從深淵中拉出來？
Anyone could pull me out.
《 HOW CLOSE AM I? 》 是 Hayd 在2025年1月15日發表的專輯，共收錄八首歌曲。
Producer
Sarcastic Sounds
Writers
Hayd & Sarcastic Sounds
[Verse 1]
I hate the way it feels like I'm running out of time
我討厭那種感覺，彷彿時間正一點一滴耗盡
Trying not to let down everybody in my life
我努力不讓生命中的每一個人失望
Maybe that's the reason why I'm staying up at night
也許正因如此，我才夜夜無法入眠
There's a devil on my shoulder, I think he might be right
肩上的惡魔低聲呢喃，而我開始覺得，他或許說得沒錯
'Cause I hate the way it feels like I'm being left behind
因為我討厭那種感覺，彷彿自己被遠遠拋在身後
Trying to find a purpose but I fear I'm losing sight
我試著尋找人生的意義，卻害怕逐漸失去方向
Of all the many reasons why I'm staying in the fight
我忘了那些支撐我繼續奮戰的理由
There's a devil on my shoulder and I think he might, think he might be right
我肩上的惡魔低聲呢喃著，而我開始覺得，他或許說得沒錯
[Chorus]
I'm drowning and I don't know how
我正在下沉，卻不知道該怎麼辦
Anyone could pull me out
還有誰能把我從深淵中拉出來？
I'm sorry for the way that I run
對不起，我總是不斷逃避
I'm sorry for the weight I've bеcome
對不起，我已成了如此沉重的負擔
I'm falling and I don't know why
我不停墜落，卻不知道原因
I can't ever lеarn to fly
我始終學不會如何飛翔
Tryna change, I don't know if I can
我試著改變，卻不知道自己是否做得到
I think it's just the way that I am
也許，這就是我的本性吧
[Verse 2]
I miss when I was younger, the boy I used to be
我懷念年少時的自己，那個曾經的男孩
If he looked into the future, would he like the man he sees?
如果他能看見未來，會喜歡如今的我嗎？
'Cause lately, I've been feeling like I'm not where I should be
因為最近，我總覺得自己並沒有活成應有的模樣
There's a devil on my shoulder, that's what he's telling me
我肩上的惡魔，就是這樣不停對我說
I hope that when I'm older, older than today
我希望，當我變得更年長，更成熟時
I'll look upon the present as the turning of the page
當我回頭望向今天時，能把它視為人生翻開新的一頁
Is there any way of knowing when the night will turn to day?
究竟有沒有辦法知道，漫漫長夜何時才會迎來黎明？
There's a devil on my shoulder, will he ever go, ever go away?
我肩上的惡魔，他是否終有一天，終有一天會離開？
[Chorus]
I'm drowning and I don't know how
我正在下沉，卻不知道該怎麼辦
Anyone could pull me out
還有誰能把我從深淵中拉出來？
I'm sorry for the way that I run
對不起，我總是不斷逃避
I'm sorry for the weight I've bеcome
對不起，我已成了如此沉重的負擔
I'm falling and I don't know why
我不停墜落，卻不知道原因
I can't ever lеarn to fly
我始終學不會如何飛翔
Tryna change, I don't know if I can
我試著改變，卻不知道自己是否做得到
I think it's just the way that I am
也許，這就是我的本性吧
[Post-Chorus]
I think it's just the way that I am
也許，這就是我的本性吧
[Outro]
If where I am is where I'm meant
如果我現在所在的地方，就是我命中注定該待的地方
Why do I feel lost again?
那為什麼，我還是再次感到迷失？
All the tears and the time I spent
所有流過的眼淚，所有耗費的時光
Just to end where I began
到頭來，卻只是回到了最初的起點
(Where I am is where I'm meant)
（如果我現在所處的位置，就是我命中注定該待的地方）
(Why do I feel lost again?)
（那為什麼，我還是再次感到迷失？）
(All the tears and the time I spent)
（所有流過的眼淚，所有耗費的時光）
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