我真是個偽君子，我好想念我們曾經的那些對話。
I’m such a hypocrite, miss our conversations.
我怎麼會讓一點點距離，最後變成了徹底的分離？
How’d I let a little space become a separation?
“On My Own” 是 Ollie 在2026年7月10日發表的單曲。
Producer
ADELSO
Writers
ADELSO & Ollie
[Chorus]
Now I'm on my own
現在的我只剩下自己
But I can't say that it's been better since you've gone
但我不能說，自從你離開後，一切變得更好了
Wrote a letter, apologize about how wrong
我寫了一封信，向你道歉，為我曾經有多麼錯
I was to you
我對不起你
I was to you
我真的對不起你
(Now I'm on my own)
（現在的我只剩下自己）
[Verse 1]
I don't know how to behave
我不知道自己該如何面對這一切
Been writing out the way I feel
我一直試著把自己的感受寫下來
Soon I'll fill up this page
很快地，這一整頁都會被寫滿
Last night I drank some whiskey
昨晚我喝了些威士忌
Tryna fill up the space
試著填補心裡的空缺
It still burns just like looking at those pictures we save from trips to Mexico
可那種痛依然灼燒著我，就像看著那些，我們去墨西哥旅行時留下的照片一樣
Know your body head to toe
我熟悉你的身體，從頭到腳
Everything I did you always put up on a pedestal
無論我做了什麼，你總是把我捧得很高、視若珍寶
Late night conversations about our dreams an the future that we share
那些深夜裡的談心，聊著彼此的夢想，聊著我們共同的未來
What out kids would look like
想像我們的孩子會長什麼模樣
I guess we'll never know
但我想，我們永遠都不會有答案了
This all got me messеd up
這一切真的把我搞得一團亂
Overcomplicated
事情變得太過複雜
You said that this all too much
你說這一切讓你承受不了
I overcompеnsated
而我卻用力過頭，試圖彌補
I guess I got scared from the baggage in my past
我想，是因為過去留下的傷痛讓我害怕了
And then blamed you for my problems
然後我把自己的問題，全都怪到你身上
That I understand we're not related
如今我明白，那些根本與你無關
I became an asshole, you wanted better things
我變成了一個混蛋，而你值得更好的生活
Wish I could call and say I'm sorry but you'd let it ring
我多希望我能打電話向你道歉，但你大概只會讓它一直響著，不會接
Sometimes don't wanna hear your side ‘cause I bet it sting
有時候我甚至不敢聽你的想法，因為我知道，那一定會刺痛我
So I just close my eyes and lay down in my bed and sing
所以我只是閉上眼睛，躺在床上，輕聲唱著歌
[Chorus]
Now I'm on my own
現在的我只剩下自己
But I can't say that it's been better since you've gone (since you've gone)
但我不能說，自從你離開後，一切變得更好了
Wrote a letter apologising ‘bout how wrong
我寫了一封信，向你道歉，為我曾經有多麼錯
I was to you
我對不起你
I was to you
我真的對不起你
Now I'm on my own
現在的我只剩下自己
[Verse 2]
It's like, I keep wondering if I've been too hard
就像是，我一直在想，或許我對你太苛刻了
See it's not just you that's stuck with this broken heart
其實，不只是你困在這顆破碎的心裡
And yeah you had some baggage in your past
是啊，你的過去確實背負著一些傷痕
And I hate that we struggled communicating right from the start
我也討厭我們從一開始，就一直無法好好溝通
But, I had some baggage too
但是，我也有自己的包袱
I guess I hid it, never truly opened up to you
我想，是我一直把它藏起來，從來沒有真正向你敞開心扉
Always expecting perfection, I had your spirit broke
我總是期待一切都要完美，卻一點一滴地磨碎了你的心
The more you hurt the more the space between us only grew
你受的傷越深，我們之間的距離也就越來越遠
I'm such a hypocrite, miss our conversations
我真是個偽君子，我好想念我們曾經的那些對話
How’d I let a little space become a separation?
我怎麼會讓一點點距離，最後變成了徹底的分離？
Not saying I forgive you but I'm having realisations
我不是要說我已經原諒了你，但我開始有了一些新的體悟
Maybe some of this blame could be pointed back at me
也許，這份責任，有一部分其實也該由我來承擔
I can barely even sleep, I see you calling
我幾乎連覺都睡不好，我夢見你打電話給我
By the time I wipe my tears and picked up, started talking
等我擦乾眼淚、拿起手機接通，開始說話時
You already hung up, damn, look at what I'm causing
你卻早已掛斷了，天啊，看看我到底都做了什麼
Threw my phone, and close my eyes, the silence just feels calming
我把手機丟到一旁，閉上雙眼，只有這片寂靜才能帶給我一點點平靜
[Chorus]
Now I'm on my own
現在的我只剩下自己
But I can't say that it's been better since you've gone
但我不能說，自從你離開後，一切變得更好了
Wrote a letter apologising ‘bout how wrong
我寫了一封信，向你道歉，為我曾經有多麼錯
I was to you
我對不起你
I was to you
我真的對不起你
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