如果我這輩子都感受不到快樂，那該怎麼辦？
What if happiness is something I’ll never feel?
如果悲傷是一道永遠不會癒合的傷疤，那該怎麼辦？
What if sadness is a scar that won’t ever heal?
“Reason I’m Alive” 是 Isaac Mather 在2026年8月21日發表的單曲。
Producers
Joshua Frerichs & Isaac Mather
Writers
Isaac Mather, Joshua Frerichs & Kevin Winebarger
[Verse 1]
Thought I'd be better by now
我以為到了現在，我應該已經好起來了
Thought I'd be happy by now
我以為到了現在，我應該能快樂起來了
Instead I'm stuck in bed, and I can't even leave my own house
但我卻還困在床上，甚至連自己的家門都走不出去
Wondering why the hell I just can't seem to figure it out, oh-oh
我不斷想著到底為什麼，我就是怎麼也想不明白
I scroll on my phone for hours
我一滑手機就是好幾個小時
And I pretend that it helps
假裝這樣真的能讓我好受一點
I wish I had it all together just like everyone else
我多希望自己也能像其他人一樣，把一切都整理得井然有序
That's when I started asking myself
就在那時，我開始問自己
[Chorus]
"What if happiness is something I'll never feel?
「如果我這輩子都感受不到快樂，那該怎麼辦？
What if sadness is a scar that won't ever heal?
如果悲傷是一道永遠不會癒合的傷疤，那該怎麼辦？
What if all these ups and downs I'll never figurе out?
如果這些人生的起起落落，我永遠都弄不明白，那該怎麼辦？
What if everybody's gone, and I'm alonе?
如果所有人都離開了，只剩下我一個人，那該怎麼辦？
Suffocating in the pain I can't let go
被困在無法放下的痛苦裡，我幾乎要無法呼吸
I've been searching my whole life
我這一生一直在尋找個
For the reason I
尋找能讓我活下去的理由
The reason I
找一個藉口
The reason I'm alive"
讓我活著的藉口」
[Verse 2]
They tell me, "don't give in"
他們告訴我：「不要放棄」
But they're all full of it
但他們根本什麼都不懂
Nobody knows what it's like waking up inside of my head
沒有人知道，每天醒來活在自己的世界是多麽痛苦
Some nights I close my eyes
有些夜晚，我閉上眼睛
And pray to God I die
祈求上帝讓我就這麼死去
And every day that I don't
而每一天我都還在
Just makes me wanna try
反而讓我更想要努力活下去
That voice inside my head
我腦海裡的那個聲音
Pulls me right to the edge
一次又一次把我逼到懸崖邊
And it says
它對我說——
[Chorus]
"What if happiness is something I'll never feel?
「如果我這輩子都感受不到快樂，那該怎麼辦？
What if sadness is a scar that won't ever heal?
如果悲傷是一道永遠不會癒合的傷疤，那該怎麼辦？
What if all these ups and downs I'll never figurе out?
如果這些人生的起起落落，我永遠都弄不明白，那該怎麼辦？
What if everybody's gone, and I'm alonе?
如果所有人都離開了，只剩下我一個人，那該怎麼辦？
Suffocating in the pain I can't let go
被困在無法放下的痛苦裡，我幾乎要無法呼吸
I've been searching my whole life
我這一生一直在尋找個
For the reason I
尋找能讓我活下去的理由
The reason I
找一個藉口
The reason I'm alive"
讓我活著的藉口」
[Bridge]
Who was I before the pain?
在痛苦出現以前，我究竟是誰？
What was it like to be okay?
那種「一切都沒事」的日子，究竟是什麼感覺？
I'm begging God for another way
我苦苦祈求上帝，能不能給我指一條出路
Is there another way?
難道真的還有另一條路能走嗎？
[Chorus]
What if happiness is something I'll never feel?
如果我這輩子都感受不到快樂，那該怎麼辦？
What if sadness is a scar that won't ever heal?
如果悲傷是一道永遠不會癒合的傷疤，那該怎麼辦？
What if all these ups and downs I'll never figurе out?
如果這些人生的起起落落，我永遠都弄不明白，那該怎麼辦？
What if everybody's gone, and I'm alonе?
如果所有人都離開了，只剩下我一個人，那該怎麼辦？
Suffocating in the pain I can't let go
被困在無法放下的痛苦裡，我幾乎要無法呼吸
I've been searching my whole life
我這一生一直在尋找個
For the reason I
尋找能讓我活下去的理由
The reason I
找一個藉口
The reason I'm alive
讓我活著的藉口
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