女孩，我希望妳能明白，我想牽著妳的手不放開
但我不能，那時的我多想成為妳的男人。
Girl, I hope you understand, I wanted to hold your hand
But I can’t, wanted to be your man back then.
《 Serotonin Dreams 》 是 BoyWithUke 在2022年5月6日發表的首張錄音室專輯，共11首歌。
BoyWithUke 可以說是非常特別的獨立流行音樂，他都以標誌性的 ukulele(烏克麗麗) 運用在旋律中為基礎，並通過一系列 Tik Tok 視頻而大受歡迎。BoyWithUke 在2021年9月發表的單曲 “Toxic” 在發行的頭幾個月就積累了超過一億的流量，迄今為止，在 Billboard 的全球 200 強排行榜上已達到第 65 位。在 “Toxic” 取得突破性成功並與 Republic Records 簽約，BoyWithUke 宣布了他的首張錄音室專輯《 Serotonin Dreams 》。
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歌詞小知識:
-I’m not cut out to be
我天生就不是做什麼事的料。不適合，不合適的意思。這句話有時候透露出一些厭倦的情緒。
[Chorus] Girl, I hope you understand, I wanted to hold your hand 女孩，我希望妳能明白，我想牽著妳的手不放開 But I can't, wanted to be your man back then 但我不能，那時的我多想成為妳的男人 [Post-Chorus] And you knew I fell for you, but you just broke my heart in two 妳知道我愛上了妳，但妳直接把我的心碎成兩半 I was sad, mad, and broken on my bed 我感到傷心，生氣，心碎成渣的躺在床上 Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head 並希望我能擺脫腦海中，浮現的所有聲音 [Verse 1] I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med 我正在打開一包未開發的藥物 When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead 當我收到一張鉛制子彈的處方時 And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat 在一個小時後，當我浸泡在自己的汗水中醒來時 I said, "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again" 我說：“我向上帝發誓，我再也不想睡覺了” So instead, I took my pen and started writing evidence 於是，我拿起筆開始寫下證據 And whеn I started making sense, I found that I had rеached the end 當我開始試圖理解清楚時，我發現我已經走到了盡頭 Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends, you wanna bet, you're just pretend? 哦，我很沮喪，我沒有朋友，你想打賭嗎，還是你只是在假裝？ You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing, you're not shit 你只是被限制在文字中的寵物，你不是什麼都不是 I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did 我以為我停止了我的變態方式，我發誓我做到了 I said I'd talk to people 'bout the problematic life I lived 我說我會和人們談論，我過著有問題的生活 They were my neighbors; razor blades 他們是我的鄰居；剃刀片 And different flavored pills I hit 還有我服用的不同口味的藥丸 Therefore, I'm at surely my last straw 因此，我肯定這就是我的最後一根稻草 I'm so gassed, stuck in the past, I said that 我非常生氣，我還被困在過去，我說 [Chorus] Girl, I hope you understand, I wanted to hold your hand 女孩，我希望妳能明白，我想牽著妳的手不放開 But I can't, wanted to be your man back then 但我不能，那時的我多想成為妳的男人 [Post-Chorus] And so far I never held you with my arms 到目前為止，我從未用我的雙臂抱過妳 So it's hard to be the one you aren't 所以很難成為妳想拒絕的那個人 With instead filled with anxiety 這反而讓一切充滿了焦慮 Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be 這會一直是我的一部分，我想我就是不適合 [Verse 2] Somebody 'cause it's not me, I'm not used to all the talking 有些人，但不是我，我不習慣所有的談話 Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing 我是一個內向的人，會把感情變成文字 Used to cope with all my problems using notes and lots of rhyming 曾經使用筆記和大量押韻來解決我所有的問題 Used to hope for better days whenever nights would have me crying 每當夜晚讓我放聲哭泣時，我曾希望接下來能有更美好的日子 I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back 當我說我寧願死也不願回頭時，我沒有說謊 To the times I would try and be the guy the people know 到時候我會努力成為人們認識的人 As always fighting with the demons hiding far behind my eyelids 一如既往地與躲在我眼皮後面的惡魔戰鬥 On an island full of violence, in my head I had two pilots 在一個充滿暴力的島上，我的腦海裡有兩個飛行員 Oh, the sun don't shine and skies turn grey 哦，太陽不會照耀，天空變成灰色 I feel it coursing through my veins 我感覺到它在我的血液中流淌 I've said before I'm not okay 我之前說過，我一點都不好 But you don't listen anyway 但妳還是不會聽進去 You know I tried, you turned away 妳知道我試過了，妳還是轉身離開 You straight-up lied right to my face 妳會直接當著我的面撒謊 You fucked my life, ruined my day 妳搞砸了我的生活，毀了我的一天 But you don't know, so I'll say 但妳不知道，所以我會說給妳聽 [Bridge] Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did 沒有什麼能填滿這寂靜，沒有人能像我一樣去愛 (You don't know, so I'll say) （妳不知道，所以我會說給妳聽） Nobody cares, you lied, it's not fair, you still deny it 沒人會在乎，妳是否撒謊，這並不公平，而妳還是否認到底 (So I'll say) （所以我會說給妳聽） Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did 沒有什麼能填滿這寂靜，沒有人能像我一樣去愛 (You don't know, so I'll say) （妳不知道，所以我會說給妳聽） Nobody cares, you lied, it's not fair, you still deny it 沒人會在乎，妳是否撒謊，這並不公平，而妳還是否認到底 (So I'll say) （所以我會說給妳聽） [Chorus] Girl, I hope you understand, I wanted to hold your hand 女孩，我希望妳能明白，我想牽著妳的手不放開 But I can't, wanted to be your man back then 但我不能，那時的我多想成為妳的男人 [Post-Chorus] And too bad I know I can't wake up because I lost my way 真的太糟糕，我知道我無法醒過來，因為是我迷了路 And you don't give a fuck about me, this could be a dream 而妳卻一點都不在乎，這可能只是一場夢 I can't see the things that you see, so please, oh 我們沒有相同的目標，所以拜託，哦 [Chorus] Girl, I hope you understand, I wanted to hold your hand 女孩，我希望妳能明白，我想牽著妳的手不放開 But I can't, wanted to be your man back then 但我不能，那時的我多想成為妳的男人 [Post-Chorus] And you had known and played along 妳知道真相，卻還是陪我演這場戲 You were my home, I wrote you songs 妳曾是我的家，我會為妳寫歌 Now you're dead to me, effectively 現在妳對我來說已經死透了，實際上 Removed yourself outside my dreams 是我把妳移出我的夢境
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