每次受挫受傷，我都會把責任歸咎於自己。
And every time I fell, I would blame it on myself.
就算那只是一場意外。
Even if it was an accident.
“Trauma” 是 BoyWithUke 在2023年8月4日發表的單曲。
《 Lucid Dreams 》 是 BoyWithUke 預計在2023年10月發表的專輯。
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[Verse 1] Growing up, I never had a lot of money 從小到大，我從未富有過 I never had a phone, always was a little hungry 我從來沒有手機，總是感到飢餓 Used to find it hard to sleep 我總是會很難以入睡 When I could hear my mother sobbing 總會聽到媽媽的抽泣聲在夜深時 I was 10 back then 那時我才十歲 I didn't have a room, had to buy used shoes 我沒有自己的房間，只能買二手的舊鞋 I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse 我會躲在音樂後面，以避免被虐待 And every time I fell, I would blame it on myself 每次受挫受傷，我都會把責任歸咎於自己 Even if it was an accident 就算那只是一場意外 [Pre-Chorus] Maybe, it's not what I want 也許，這從來都不是我想要的 Oh, I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks 哦，我也有過更好的日子，而這一刻真他媽的糟糕 But I'll be damned if I don't stop, and, honestly, why not? 但如果我不停下來，我就會被詛咒，說實話，為什麼不呢？ When nobody gives a fuck? 根本就沒人真的在乎 [Chorus] But sometimes I just can't help myself 但有時我就是控制不住自己 I wanna give up trying and start doing somеthing else 我想放棄嘗試，並開始其他事情 Sometimеs I just get overwhelmed 有時我只是不知所措 I know it's in my mind, but I think I need some help 我知道這只是我片刻的想法，但我想我需要一些幫助 Sometimes I just can’t help myself 有時我就是情不自禁的無能為力 [Verse 2] I was an outcast 我就是一個被遺棄的人 Thrown out to dry and get laughed at 被扔出去無人理會，並被嘲笑 Too shy to talk about home 太過害羞，不敢談論家裡的狀況 I always thought life was supposed to be cold 我一直以為生活應該是冷酷的 And, oh, I’ve been so lost without hope 並且，哦，我是如此迷茫，沒有希望 I got a window in my head, it’s a casket 我腦子裡有一扇窗戶，它是一口棺材 You know I've been wishing I was dead, but I mask it 你知道我一直希望自己死了算了，但我將其隱藏起來 [Pre-Chorus] Maybe, it's not what I want 也許，這從來都不是我想要的 Oh, I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks 哦，我也有過更好的日子，而這一刻真他媽的糟糕 But I'll be damned if I don't stop, and, honestly, why not? 但如果我不停下來，我就會被詛咒，說實話，為什麼不呢？ When nobody gives a fuck? 根本就沒人真的在乎 [Chorus] But sometimes I just can't help myself 但有時我就是控制不住自己 I wanna give up trying and start doing somеthing else 我想放棄嘗試，並開始其他事情 Sometimеs I just get overwhelmed 有時我只是不知所措 I know it's in my mind, but I think I need some help 我知道這只是我片刻的想法，但我想我需要一些幫助 [Bridge] Because it’s all I know 因為這就是我所知道的一切 My hands around my throat 我的雙手掐住我的喉嚨 Pray that I won’t let go this time around 祈禱著這一次我不會放手 But every single time I try to shut my eyes 但每次我試圖閉上雙眼 I see the reason why I’m not alone 我也終於明白了，我為何並不感到孤單 [Chorus] Sometimes I just can’t 有些時候我就是無法 But sometimes I just can't help myself 但有時我就是控制不住自己 I wanna give up trying and start doing somеthing else 我想放棄嘗試，並開始其他事情 Sometimеs I just get overwhelmed 有時我只是不知所措 I know it's in my mind, but I think I need some help 我知道這只是我片刻的想法，但我想我需要一些幫助 Sometimes I just can’t help myself 有時我就是情不自禁的無能為力 [Outro] I think we got it 我想我們做到了
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