日子變得越來越沉重，我心裡明白。
Days get heavy, I know that.
卻仍然努力掛著微笑，繼續撐下去。
這雙疲憊的眼睛，再也無法回到從前那般神采。
I’m holding on with a smile.
These tired eyes just won’t roll back.
《 Liminal: Not Where I Was, Not Where I’m Going 》 是 Ollie 在2026年10月23日發表的專輯，共收錄二十一首歌曲。
Producer
RRAREBEAR
Writers
Ollie & RRAREBEAR
[Verse 1]
Used to count the minutes down to five
曾經的我總是倒數著時間，等待下午五點
Start the whip and drive
發動車子，踩下油門，開車離開
Was going fast, but I felt left behind
明明一路向前疾駛，卻感覺自己仍被拋在後面
There's something 'bout tobacco fields and the changing weather
不知為何，煙草田的景色，以及變幻的天氣
That spark these melodies inside my mind
卻總能在我腦海中激起旋律的火花
Remember at my grandma's house?
還記得以前在奶奶家嗎？
Back on Holden Ave
就在 Holden 大道那裡
The lonely nights I spent recording raps
那些孤單的夜晚，我獨自錄著自己的饒舌歌曲
The younger me ain't know it then, how I'd see it now
當時年輕的我還不知道，如今再回頭看，這一切竟變得如此珍貴
I still wish I could go back just to say, "I'm proud"
我仍希望能回到過去，只為了對那時的自己說一句：「我真的為你感到驕傲」
Man, this start to give me chills, all the miles passed
天啊，光是想起這些就讓我起雞皮疙瘩，一路走來，已經過了這麼多歲月
Stomach turning, I think I'm hypochondriac
胃裡一陣翻騰，我想我是不是有點疑病症
Hitting me like Kung Fu, got mе falling flat
這些回憶像功夫電影裡的一擊，狠狠打得我措手不及
Make me wanna call up Chris, Desеrae and Jack
讓我忍不住想打電話給 Chris、Deserae 和 Jack
Nostalgic I still know their numbers, wonder if they wonder
即使充滿懷念，我竟然還記得他們的電話號碼，不知道他們是否也偶爾會想起我
I got ice around my wrist, it's been a colder summer
我的手腕戴著閃亮的冰鑽，但這個夏天，卻感覺格外寒冷
Moved into a new place, but I miss the other
我搬進了新的地方，卻開始想念從前住過的那個家
[Pre-Chorus]
And I miss all those are you up texts, that you'd always send too late
我好懷念那些深夜傳來的訊息，那些你總是在深夜時傳來的：「你還醒著嗎？」
Same shit just a new day, you grew wings then you flew away
日子還是老樣子，只是又迎來新的一天，你長出了翅膀，然後飛離了我的身邊
Then the town that you used to call home started feeling like a new place
接著，那座你曾經稱作故鄉的小鎮，也開始讓我感覺像是一個陌生的地方
Like a new place, like a new place
像個陌生的地方，像個陌生的地方
Still carrying the memories we made in my heart, like a suitcas
我仍將我們共同創造的回憶，裝在心裡，像一只隨身攜帶的行李箱
[Chorus]
Trying not to go jaded
我努力不讓自己變得麻木、憤世嫉俗
My friends are going downtown
朋友們正準備出發，前往市中心狂歡
The burnt whiskey's nice tasting
帶著焦香的威士忌，喝起來竟格外美味
When the cold of winter comes around
尤其當冬日的寒意再次降臨
Days get heavy, I know that
日子變得越來越沉重，我心裡明白
I'm holding on with a smile
卻仍然努力掛著微笑，繼續撐下去
These tired eyes just won't roll back
這雙疲憊的眼睛，再也無法回到從前那般神采
I'm thinking this much is so easy, so easy
我想，事情就這麼簡單，真的就這麼簡單
Head spinning like a CD
腦袋像一張 CD 一樣不停旋轉
Guess I can't hold back
我想，我終究還是無法壓抑自己
All the words wanna speak my mind freely
所有想說的話，都迫不及待地想從心底說出口
When I feel it so deeply, so deeply
當我感受得如此深刻，如此真切
[Verse 2]
Honestly, my life is tiffer now, always stressing out
說真的，我現在的生活變得更加艱難，每天總是充滿壓力
I made some money, but got no one around I guess it's true, the things they said
我賺了一些錢，身邊卻沒有任何人陪伴，我想，他們以前說的或許都是真的
It's lonely at the top
站在頂峰的人，往往是孤獨的
Worked so much, but lately I've been wondering for what
我付出了這麼多時間和心力，但最近，我開始不斷問自己：「這一切究竟是為了什麼？」
Still count the minutes down to five
依然習慣倒數著時間，等待下午五點
Start to whip and drive back
發動車子，再開車回去
Listen back to all these songs I write
重新播放那些自己寫下的歌曲
Who I am as a memory, one I barely know
聽著歌裡的自己，彷彿那只是某段回憶中的人物，一個連我自己都快要認不出來的人
I'm so grateful for this shit, but damn, I'm feeling lost
我真的很感激自己所擁有的一切，但天啊，我卻感到如此迷惘
Something like a zombie, was bitten by a dream
有時就像一具殭屍，被夢想咬了一口，從此再也無法回頭
Haven't made it, but I found myself somewhere between the life that I used to have
我還沒有真正抵達夢想的終點，卻發現自己卡在某個不上不下的地方
And the one I don't
介於曾經擁有的生活，以及那個我還不曾擁有的未來之間
The parts of me I'm scared to change
有些屬於自己的部分，我害怕改變
'Cause it's all I know, miscalculated all the costs
因為那是我唯一熟悉的一切，我把所有代價都算錯了
Think I lost the plot
感覺自己早已迷失了方向
Barely recognize myself, I'm calling out to God
我幾乎認不出現在的自己，只能向上帝呼喊
Overlook who's there for me
卻忽略了那些一直陪伴在我身邊的人
For the ones who're not
只記得那些早已不在的人
[Pre-Chorus]
And I miss all those are you up texts, that you'd always send too late
我好懷念那些深夜傳來的訊息，那些你總是在深夜時傳來的：「你還醒著嗎？」
Same shit just a new day, you grew wings then you flew away
日子還是老樣子，只是又迎來新的一天，你長出了翅膀，然後飛離了我的身邊
Then the town that you used to call home started feeling like a new place
接著，那座你曾經稱作故鄉的小鎮，也開始讓我感覺像是一個陌生的地方
Like a new place, like a new place
像個陌生的地方，像個陌生的地方
Still carrying the memories we made in my heart, like a suitcas
我仍將我們共同創造的回憶，裝在心裡，像一只隨身攜帶的行李箱
[Chorus]
Trying not to go jaded
我努力不讓自己變得麻木、憤世嫉俗
My friends are going downtown
朋友們正準備出發，前往市中心狂歡
The burnt whiskey's nice tasting
帶著焦香的威士忌，喝起來竟格外美味
When the cold of winter comes around
尤其當冬日的寒意再次降臨
Days get heavy, I know that
日子變得越來越沉重，我心裡明白
I'm holding on with a smile
卻仍然努力掛著微笑，繼續撐下去
These tired eyes just won't roll back
這雙疲憊的眼睛，再也無法回到從前那般神采
I'm thinking this much is so easy, so easy
我想，事情就這麼簡單，真的就這麼簡單
Head spinning like a CD
腦袋像一張 CD 一樣不停旋轉
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