How do I stay alive if I don’t wanna be.
如果我不想活著，我又該如何才能活下去。
“Trying Not To Cry” 是 Kina 和 Cavetown 合作的單曲，發行於2021年9月17日。
這是一首關於精神疾病和與生活抗爭的歌曲，當下的他/她正在受苦一直在掙扎不知道該怎麼活下去。
[Verse] Can you hear all of my open wounds 你能聽到我所有的傷口嗎 I'm whispering as loud as the flowers bloom 我像花開一樣大聲耳語 I've been somewhere in the sky, don't worry 我一直都在天上的某個地方，別擔心 I'll be right on time if I can help it 如果我能幫上忙，我會準時到的 I'm so sorry 我很抱歉 [Chorus] I've been trying not to cry in the grocery store 我一直在努力不要在雜貨店內哭泣 Little bully inside pinning me to the floor 內心的小惡霸把我打倒在地上 It must be easier than it seems 這一幕看起來，一定比想像的要輕鬆 But I can't get these thorns out of my teeth 但我不能把這些刺，從我的牙齒上拔掉 It's killing me but I want more 它正在一點一點抹殺我，但我想要更多 [Verse] Cover my ears 摀住耳朵 I think I'm shutting down, going standby 我想我正在關機，進入待機狀態 Sleep mode, offline 開啟睡眠模式，離線 Feel nothing 什麼都感覺不到 It's quiet as hell in my room 我的房間安靜得像地獄一樣 [Bridge] I've been fighting for my sanctuary 我一直在為我的聖所而戰 How do I stay alive if I don't wanna be 如果我不想活著，我又該如何才能活下去 [Chorus] I've been trying not to cry in the grocery store 我一直在努力不要在雜貨店內哭泣 Little bully inside pinning me to the floor 內心的小惡霸把我打倒在地上 It must be easier than it seems 這一幕看起來，一定比想像的要輕鬆 But I can't get these thorns out of my teeth 但我不能把這些刺，從我的牙齒上拔掉 It's killing me but I want more 它正在一點一點抹殺我，但我想要更多
Written By Kina & Cavetown
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