我不是誰的女孩，我愛死這種感覺。
I am nobody’s girl, I love it so much.
這正是我想要的。
It’s exactly what I wanted.
《 SO CLOSE TO WHAT??? (deluxe) 》 是 Tate McRae 在2025年11月21日發表的第三張錄音室專輯的擴張版，共收錄二十一首歌曲。
Producer
Emile Haynie
Writers
Tate McRae, Emile Haynie, Amy Allen & Ryan Tedder
[Intro]
Love it so, so much, love it so, so much
我愛死，我愛死這種感覺，我愛死，我愛死這種感覺
Love it so, so much, love it so, so much
我愛死，我愛死這種感覺，我愛死，我愛死這種感覺
Does it mess you up? Does it mess you up?
這讓你心煩嗎？這會讓你感到心煩嗎？
[Verse 1]
Got my career on my mind
滿腦子全是我的事業
Money drop in New York City
我在紐約市賺進大把鈔票
Look in the mirror, and I'm like
我看著鏡子裡的自己，我心想：
"So hot, so smart, so witty"
「你很火辣、很聰明、也很機靈」
Mentally in a gun fight
可在精神上卻在經歷場槍戰
Thank God I keep so busy
還好我讓自己保持忙碌
Some things you know I'll never show, oh
有些事你知道我永遠不會說出口
[Pre-Chorus]
And my heart was like an open sore
而我的心就像敞開的傷口
Saw, like, twenty healers when I was on tour
在巡演時，我見了大概至少有二十個療癒師
Told me everything I need, I got
他們告訴我，我需要的一切我早已擁有
And the cherry on top
而且還是錦上添花
[Chorus]
I am nobody's girl, I love it so much
我不是誰的女孩，我愛死這種感覺
It's exactly what I wanted, oh
這正是我想要的
I am nobody's girl, does it mess you up?
我不是誰的女孩，這讓你心煩嗎？
That you had it, and you lost it, nobody
因為你曾擁有我，卻把我弄丟了，現在什麼都不是
[Verse 2]
How many times can I shape-shift into someone else?
我還能有多少次機會，去蛻變成另外一個人？
No, there's no line when art turns to need serious help
不，當藝術變成需求時，界線根本不存在
And when the job calls, gotta get it done
而當工作來了就得完成
Gotta put myself second to none
得把自己放在最前頭
At twenty-two, it's a little sad
在二十二歲這樣的青春年華，這有一點悲哀
But it's fun
但也挺好玩的
[Chorus]
I am nobody's girl, I love it so much (So much)
我不是誰的女孩，我愛死這種感覺
It's exactly what I wanted, oh
這正是我想要的
I am nobody's girl, does it mess you up? (Ooh-woah)
我不是誰的女孩，這讓你心煩嗎？
That you had it, and you lost it (Lost it), nobody
因為你曾擁有我，卻把我弄丟了，現在什麼都不是
[Post-Chorus]
Does it mess you up? Does it mess you up?
這讓你心煩嗎？這會讓你感到心煩嗎？
Nobody's in my head tonight
今晚沒有人會在我腦中影響我
Nobody's sayin' wrong or right
沒有人會評論是對或錯
Baby, please, won't you see my side?
寶貝，拜託，你能不能理解我？
Baby, please, won't you see my side?
寶貝，拜託，你能不能理解我？
[Bridge]
And when I ask, the angels sing (Baby, please, won't you see my side?)
而當我發問時，天使在歌唱（寶貝，拜託，你能不能理解我？）
They say, "Real love doesn't clip your wings"
他們說：「真正的愛不會剪斷你的翅膀」
I love love and affection and fancy things (Baby, please, won't you see my side?)
我就是喜歡被愛、被在乎，也超愛那些漂亮又講究的東西（寶貝，拜託，你能不能理解我？）
But I think I like me more
但我想我更喜歡我自己
And when I cry, gotta wonder why (Baby, please, won't you see my side?)
而當我哭泣時，我不禁在想為什麼（寶貝，拜託，你能不能理解我？）
Every tear's in the shape of mankind
每一滴淚都是人類的形狀
When one closes, the universe opens a new door
當一扇門關上時，宇宙會替你開另一扇門
Now I
現在我—
[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm nobody's girl (I'm nobody's girl)
我不是誰的女孩
It's exactly what I needed (Exactly what I needed)
這正是我想要的
Yeah, I'm nobody's girl (Yeah, I'm nobody's girl)
我不是誰的女孩
Said, "I love you," did you mean it? Ah
嘴上說著「我愛你」，你當時是認真的嗎？
I am nobody's girl, I love it so much
我不是誰的女孩，我愛死這種感覺
It's exactly what I wanted (Exactly what I wanted)
這正是我想要的
I am nobody's girl, does it mess you up? (Nobody's girl)
我不是誰的女孩，這讓你心煩嗎？
That you had it, and you lost it, no
因為你曾擁有我，卻把我弄丟了
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