我還在試圖逃避自己的內心。
I’m still tryna run from myself.
“wasted” 是 Ollie 在2022年4月29日發表的單曲。
MORE THAN MUSIC (不僅僅是音樂) ，這是 Ollie 一直在做的，他寫的歌都是比較真實的自己。
Produced By Native Beats Written By Ollie
Mastering Engineer Chris Yonge Mixing Engineer Chris Yonge
[Intro] Just feel like I'm always running... 感覺就像我一直在奔跑... Yeah, it's like 是的，就像 [Verse] I've been running from the devil on these late nights 這些夜晚我一直在逃避我內心的魔鬼 Trying everything to settle, get my pace right 盡一切努力解決問題，讓我的步伐走在正確的路上 I lay stressing in bed 'til I go to sleep 我躺在床上，直到我睡著 That's for anyone who wonders what my day like 這是給那些想知道我的一天，是什麼樣子的人看的 Feel the tears in my eyes but I hold back 感受我眼中的淚水，但我忍住不落下 Like the more that I struggle, I just fall flat 就像我越掙扎，我就會倒下 It's the worst type of sad, that you can't explain 這是最糟形式的悲傷，你無法去解釋 Got me stuck inside my mind and it's all black 這讓我陷入了我的腦海中，那裡一切都是黑色的 As if I'm giving up my life, tryna live a dream 就好像我要放棄我的生命，試著活在夢裡 Now I'm constantly running, here let me set the scеne 現在我不停地一直在奔跑，這裡讓我設置場景 Often broke and alonе, so I coped on my own 無數的貧窮和孤獨，所以我必須自己去應付一切 'Til eventually I was lost somewhere in between 直到最終我迷失在兩者之間 Somewhere far between the past and the place I'm going 迷失在在過去，和我的未來之間，不斷徘迴 Got some scars on my heart that I'm never showing 我的心上，有一些我從不表露出的傷疤 Rather keep to myself than to plead for your help 與其懇求你的幫助，不如絕口不提 It's why I'm craving nicotine when the liquor flowing 這就是為什麼當酒精在我體內流動時，我是如此渴望尼古丁 See the smile on they face, say it take time 看到他們臉上的笑容，說這需要點時間 But the timing is killing me, rather fake mine 但時機正在扼殺我，寧願去假裝 The obsessions of depressed and awake minds 我對抑鬱的情緒和清醒的頭腦有著痴迷 Is it fate trying to tell me something I can't see? 是命運在試圖告訴我一些，我看不到的東西嗎？ A lot of this is really starting to seem like the same lines 很多預兆真的開始看起來像一線生機 A feeling that been killing me slowly 有一種感覺，像在慢慢殺死我 If I'm real, ain't nobody truly know me 如果我是真實的，是不是沒有人真正了解我 A cold world when the days all lonely 在一個寒冷的世界，當所有的日子都是寂寞的 It's got me spilling out my guts and my secrets 會讓我洩露我的膽量和我所有的秘密 When I'm staring at the moon, it's a reflex 當我凝視月亮時，這只是一種反射 Wishing I could bring back who I once was 希望我能找回曾經的自己 But maybe then this whole song would just mean less 但也許到那時候，這整首歌就會漸漸失去意義 I'm still praying when I'm gone they'll remember me 當我離開時，我仍在祈禱他們會記得我 And the days I was broke they won't ever see 而我貧窮的日子，他們都不會再看見 Temptation in my veins tryna hold on 誘惑在我的血液裡試著堅持 Make the song start to sound like a memory, like a memory 做一首歌，讓它開始聽起來像回憶，像回憶 Yeah 是的 [Outro] Yeah, I'm still I'm still, I'm still tryna run from myself 是的，我還在，我還在，我還在試圖逃避自己的內心 Yeah, I'm still I'm still, I'm still tryna run from myself 是的，我還在，我還在，我還在試圖逃避自己的內心 (I just never ran away) (我只是從來沒有逃過) I'm still I'm still, I'm still tryna run from myself 我還在，我還在，我還在試圖逃避自己的內心 Yeah, I'm still I'm still, I'm still tryna... 是的，我還在，我還在，我還在試圖...
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