蝴蝶，我知道在我冰冷的皮膚下也有美麗的存在。
Butterfly, I know there’s beauty under my cold flesh.
我正努力破繭而出，我希望他們能看到我正在改變的樣子。
It’s breaking through, I wish they saw me for who I’m changing to.
“One Man Army” 是 Ollie 在2025年4月25日發表的單曲。
Producer
Boyfifty
Writer
Ollie
[Chorus]
Hold tight, wrap your arms around me
用你的雙臂緊緊擁抱我
Feeling like a one man army
感覺自己像是個一人軍隊
Lord I need You, need You, I just could use a friend
主啊，我需要祢，需要祢，我需要一個朋友
Darkness that now surrounds me
黑暗現在包圍著我
Whisper the words "I'm sorry"
低語著「我很抱歉」
I don't mean to hurt you too (Ooh)
我不是故意要傷害你
I'll fight 'til these chains are broken
我會去戰鬥，直到這些鎖鏈被打破
Hiding the pain I'm holding
隱藏著我所承受的痛苦
Lord, I'm reaching, reaching, show me Your guiding hand
主啊，我正在呼救，請給點指示，指引我方向
Old fear leave my heart wide open
舊有的恐懼讓我願意向你敞開心房
Each breath full of my emotions
每一次的呼吸都滿載著洶湧的情感
I don't mean to hurt you too (Ooh)
我並不是故意要傷害你
[Verse 1]
The darkest nights the ones nobody see
沒人看見那些我最黑暗的夜晚
No option for retreat
沒有退路的選擇
I spent so long inside the chaos, start to feel like peace
我在混亂中待了太久，我開始感覺那就是平靜
I'm tired of tripping over mountains I'm supposed to climb
我厭倦了被絆在那些應該要攀登的高山上
And expectations that keep pulling down the more I reach
還有那些越努力伸手，就越讓我沉重的期待
I'm praying God to make me stronger
我在禱告，希望上帝能讓我更堅強
Need something to believe in
我需要一些值得去深信的東西
If I keep suffering for a purpose, show me what's the meaning
如果我承受這些痛苦是有目的的，那請告訴我意義在何處
I talk myself in circles tryna justify my mind
我反覆思考，試著為自己的心找個理由
Become so numb it's hard to tell these days if I've been dreaming
我變得麻木，以致於這些日子以來我都分不清是不是在作夢
Unpacked trauma I'm tryna process
我試著處理那些遭受的創傷
Wake up in these cold sweats
每天都在冷汗中醒來
Butterfly, I know there's beauty under my cold flesh
蝴蝶，我知道在我冰冷的皮膚下也有美麗的存在
It's breaking through, I wish they saw me for who I'm changing to
我正努力破繭而出，我希望他們能看到我正在改變的樣子
I'm better off without distractions, I was afraid to lose
沒有干擾我會變得更好，我曾經也害怕失去
I needed faith, I got too blinded, I couldn't see my change
我曾需要信仰，但我太盲目，看不到自己的轉變
Struggled through the darkness, but in hindsight, I'm so glad it came
我在黑暗中掙扎，但回頭看，我很慶幸它曾經來過
Along this journey, being empty made me full of shame
在這段旅程中，空虛讓我充滿羞愧
'Til I barely recognized who I became, and
直到我幾乎認不清自己變成了誰
[Chorus]
Hold tight, wrap your arms around me
用你的雙臂緊緊擁抱我
Feeling like a one man army
感覺自己像是個一人軍隊
Lord I need You, need You, I just could use a friend
主啊，我需要祢，需要祢，我需要一個朋友
Darkness that now surrounds me
黑暗現在包圍著我
Whisper the words "I'm sorry"
低語著「我很抱歉」
I don't mean to hurt you too (Ooh)
我不是故意要傷害你
I'll fight 'til these chains are broken
我會去戰鬥，直到這些鎖鏈被打破
Hiding the pain I'm holding
隱藏著我所承受的痛苦
Lord, I'm reaching, reaching, show me Your guiding hand
主啊，我正在呼救，請給點指示，指引我方向
Old fear leave my heart wide open
舊有的恐懼讓我願意向你敞開心房
Each breath full of my emotions
每一次的呼吸都滿載著洶湧的情感
I don't mean to hurt you too (Ooh)
我並不是故意要傷害你
[Verse 2]
Yeah, I dig my heels into the dirt, this my final stand
是的，我把腳跟深埋在泥土裡，這是我最後的抵抗
I'm sorry, I don't mean to hurt you, but I know I can
我很抱歉，我不是故意要傷害你，但我知道我有這個能力
I guess I forget all of the strength that my hands possessing
我想，我總是忘了自己的雙手擁有多大的力量
At seventeen, I didn't realize what this life demands
在十七歲那年，我還不明白這個人生會有多艱難
Admittedly, my biggest weakness always been 'bout patience
說實話，我最大的弱點一直是「缺乏耐性」
In other words, I'm fighting storms of my own creation
換句話說，我正在對抗自己製造出來的風暴
Praying Lord don't let me drown, help me walk on water
我祈求主啊，別讓我溺斃，請對我展現些神蹟，幫我度過難關
Am I just talking to myself or this a conversation?
我到底是在自言自語，還是這真的是一次坦誠的對話？
Ayy, heart too broken, now it's collapsing
嘿，我的心太殘破，現在的都快崩塌
I'm feeling trapped in
我感覺自己被困住
I built up walls while ignoring the foundations cracking
我築起高牆，卻忽視了地基正在崩裂
Why is it a struggle to forgive myself and show compassion?
為什麼原諒自己，對自己表達些同情心會這麼困難？
It's when I'm silent that I start to hear too much
就是在我沉默的時候，我才開始聽見太多吵雜的聲音
My blood flowin', a rush adrenaline help me coping
我的血液在流動，腎上腺素的衝擊撐住了我
There's days I hate the world and fight controlling my emotion
有些時日我很討厭這個世界，也努力壓抑自己的情緒
If this story isn't finished, help me see the door that's open
如果這個故事還沒結束，請幫我看見那扇敞開的大門
And leave behind this weight I've been continuously holding, yeah
好讓我能放下這一直以來背負的重擔
[Chorus]
Hold tight, wrap your arms around me
用你的雙臂緊緊擁抱我
Feeling like a one man army
感覺自己像是個一人軍隊
Lord I need You, need You, I just could use a friend
主啊，我需要祢，需要祢，我需要一個朋友
Darkness that now surrounds me
黑暗現在包圍著我
Whisper the words "I'm sorry"
低語著「我很抱歉」
I don't mean to hurt you too (Ooh)
我不是故意要傷害你
I'll fight 'til these chains are broken
我會去戰鬥，直到這些鎖鏈被打破
Hiding the pain I'm holding
隱藏著我所承受的痛苦
Lord, I'm reaching, reaching, show me Your guiding hand
主啊，我正在呼救，請給點指示，指引我方向
Old fear leave my heart wide open
舊有的恐懼讓我願意向你敞開心房
Each breath full of my emotions
每一次的呼吸都滿載著洶湧的情感
I don't mean to hurt you too (Ooh)
我並不是故意要傷害你
[Outro]
Don't mean to hurt you too (Ooh)
我不是故意要傷害你
Don't mean to hurt you too (Ooh)
我並不是故意要傷害你
Ooh-oh, oh
Ooh-oh, oh
I don't mean to hurt you too
我不是故意要傷害你
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