有些時日，我不想見人，
Some days, I don’t wanna see or
也不想去取悅其他人。
我只想從壓力中解脫。
Have a bunch of people to impress.
I just want relief from my stress.
《 The Search 》 是 NF 在2019年7月26日發表的第四張錄音室專輯，共收錄二十首歌曲。
Producers
Tommee Profitt & NF
Writers
NF & Tommee Profitt
[Intro]
Yeah (Oh)
[Chorus]
Some days, I just wanna leave the negativity in my head
有些時日，我只想把腦海中的負面情緒拋開
I just want relief from my stress
我只想從壓力中解脫
I just want relief from my stress (Oh)
我只想從壓力中解脫
Some days, I don't wanna see or
有些時日，我不想見人
Have a bunch of people to impress
也不想去取悅其他人
I just want relief from my stress
我只想從壓力中解脫
Yeah, I just want relief from my stress (Oh)
是的，我只想從壓力中解脫
[Verse 1]
Late nights (Late nights), starin' out the window doin' 85
在深夜，時速八十五盯著窗外發呆
Got my state of mind
我的心境就是如此
Yeah, walkin' on that gray line
走在那條灰色的界線上
Hopin' that my stress dies
希望我的壓力能消失
It's like I hate it but I love it at the same time (Oh) (Same time)
就像是我很恨它，但同時也愛著這樣的感受
Pressure pushin' me from all sides
壓力從四面八方湧來
Insecurities of all kinds (All kinds)
各種不安全感浮現
Yeah, I'm a hostage to my own pride
是的，我被自己的驕傲囚禁
Most important things in life to me are things I know I can't buy (Oh)
在這世上對我來說最重要的事情，偏偏是我花錢買不到的
Ayy, yeah, hits me in phases
欸，是的，各種情緒一陣陣襲來
I'm not in the mood, yeah, to meet another stranger
我現在沒有心情再認識陌生人
I'm not in the mood, yeah, to have a conversation
我現在沒有心情聊天
And talk about a bunch of things that I don't feel amazed with
說一堆讓我不感興趣的事情
Gettin' too close to me (Oh), woo, could be dangerous
靠我靠得太近，嗚，你可能會有危險
I don't like the energy, I leave the situation
我不喜歡那種糟糕的能量，我會立刻抽身
All this negativity that I can't get away from
這些我無法逃離的負能量
All this negativity, I think I need a break from
我真的需要暫時遠離這些糟糕的負能量
I'm thankful, but… (Oh)
我心懷感激，但……
[Chorus]
Some days, I just wanna leave the negativity in my head
有些時日，我只想把腦海中的負面情緒拋開
I just want relief from my stress
我只想從壓力中解脫
I just want relief from my stress (Oh)
我只想從壓力中解脫
Some days, I don't wanna see or
有些時日，我不想見人
Have a bunch of people to impress
也不想去取悅其他人
I just want relief from my stress
我只想從壓力中解脫
Yeah, I just want relief from my stress (Oh)
是的，我只想從壓力中解脫
[Verse 2]
Yo, this life got my head spinnin'
唷，這樣的生活讓我頭昏眼花
Wonder what I'd do if I knew these were my last minutes
想著如果這就是我人生的最後幾分鐘，我會怎麼做
Wonder if I had a week to live, would I stay trippin'?
想著如果我只剩一週可活，我還會在那裡煩惱嗎？
Wastin' every day that I had left tryna sell tickets
把每天都浪費在賣票上
Or maybe call my dad (Oh), say I love him and laugh with him
還是我會打電話給我爸，告訴他我有多愛他，跟他笑著聊天
Take a couple days and get away from this fast livin'
花幾天時間遠離這種快節奏的生活
I don't love my work the way I did
我對工作的熱情已經不似從前
Man, this whole business has got me feelin' jaded
朋友啊，這樣的工作圈子讓我感到厭倦
Friends I had, now they act different, it's all switchin', whoa (Ayy) (Oh)
曾經的那些朋友，現在態度都變了，全都不一樣了
Yeah, it's pretty hard to watch
是啊，親眼看著你
Things you used to love turn to things that you wish you forgot
曾經熱愛的東西變成你寧願忘掉的東西，真的很難過
Real moments that make you question the things that you want's
那些真實的時刻，讓你開始質疑你真正想要的是什麼
Got me growin' mentally, but stressin' me out 'til I drop
這讓我心理變得更成熟，但壓力也快讓我撐不下去
Over the top (Oh), that's where I live on a daily basis
每天都活在崩潰邊緣就是我的日常
I always find a way to find the bad in good situations
我總是能在美好中找到最糟的那一面
It's sad, huh?
這很可悲，對吧？
Yeah, I live my life on the edge, don't want the meds
是啊，我生活在崩潰邊緣，不想依靠藥物
I'm just tryna get relief from my stress, you know? (Oh)
我只是想從壓力中得到釋放，你能懂嗎？
[Chorus]
Some days, I just wanna leave the negativity in my head
有些時日，我只想把腦海中的負面情緒拋開
I just want relief from my stress
我只想從壓力中解脫
I just want relief from my stress (Oh)
我只想從壓力中解脫
Some days, I don't wanna see or
有些時日，我不想見人
Have a bunch of people to impress
也不想去取悅其他人
I just want relief from my stress
我只想從壓力中解脫
Yeah, I just want relief from my stress (Oh)
是的，我只想從壓力中解脫
[Verse 3]
These stress levels are not healthy
內心的壓力水準已經不太健康
I'm waitin' for that call sayin' records are not selling
我等著那通電話，告訴我唱片賣不掉
I wonder when this all disappears and they forget me
我想著當這一切都消失，當他們都忘了我時
Will I feel like I found who I was or be more empty?
我會覺得我找到了真正的自己，還是會變得更空虛？
I wonder was I wrong thinkin' this is where God led me
我懷疑我當初是不是搞錯了方向，還以為這就是上帝要帶領我走上的路
Or did I get involved with somethin' that was too heavy?
還是我捲進了某些我根本承受不起的責任裡？
I drive until I'm lost and just sit in my car yelling
我開車直到迷路，然後坐在車裡咆哮
My inner critic talks, I'm just hopin' that God helps me to stop stressin'
內心的批評聲音一直在講，我只希望上帝能幫我從這樣的壓力狀態解脫
Yeah
[Chorus]
(Oh) Some days (Some days)
有些時日
I just wanna leave the negativity in my head (I just wanna leave it)
我只想把腦海中的負面情緒拋開
I just want relief from my stress (Yeah, I just wanna leave it)
我只想從壓力中解脫
I just want relief from my stress (Oh)
我只想從壓力中解脫
Some days (Some days), I don't wanna see or
有些時日，我不想見人
Have a bunch of people to impress (Yeah)
也不想去取悅其他人
I just want relief from my stress
我只想從壓力中解脫
Yeah, I just want relief from my stress (Oh)
是的，我只想從壓力中解脫
[Outro]
Yeah
Yeah, some days
是啊，有些時日
Yeah, some days
是啊，有些時日
I just wanna leave the—
我只想從中解脫
I just wanna leave the—
我只想從壓力中解脫
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