當我不知道自己還跟誰親近時，
When I don’t know who I’m close with.
我只是機械般地過生活。
我連該相信誰都不知道。
Going through the motions.
Don’t know who to trust when I.
《 The Search 》 是 NF 在2019年7月26日發表的第四張錄音室專輯，共收錄二十首歌曲。
Producers
David Garcia, Saint X & NF
Writers
NF, David Garcia & Saint X
[Verse 1]
Yeah, holding back
是啊，我一直都擅長壓抑情緒
Yeah, I've always been good at that, unattached (Yeah)
是啊，我總是擅長保持疏離、沒什麼牽掛
Waiting for what's coming next, things I know I should address
等待著下一個事件發生，我知道有些事該直接面對
I feel more together when I am a mess (Whoa)
但當我一團亂的時候，我反而覺得自己更完整
Got some moments that just came and went
有些瞬間只是轉眼即逝
Made amends with you, then you overstepped
我和你和解，然後你又越界
That's a line you never shoulda crossed, you got no respect
那條線是你本不該跨過的，你根本就不尊重我
Stop with all the threats
別再試著威脅我
Like the more I get to know you, I just know you less (Yeah)
我越是了解你，就越覺得陌生
'Nother city I don't know well
又來到一個陌生的城市
Feeling too much like my old self
感覺太像從前那個我
Backsliding, backsliding
又開始倒退，一再回到原點
Got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill
陷進低潮的情緒，陷在原地踏步
Too much time alone is when it gets real (Ah)
有太多獨處的時間，現實才開始湧上心頭
Future doesn't pop up, then the past will
如果未來沒浮現，過去就會跑出來
Upside, that's a rare view
正面的觀點很少見
Now I'm going downhill (Yeah)
現在的我是一路往下走
Don't know who I'm close with
我不知道自己還跟誰親近
Going through the motions
我只是機械般地過生活
Don't know who to trust when I (Yeah)
我連該相信誰都不知道
[Pre-Chorus]
I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it
我對自己說謊，我真的撐不住了
Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix?
為什麼我把那麼多時間，浪費在改變不了的事情上？
All these things I hold inside I just can't forget
這些壓在內心裡的心事，我怎麼也忘不了
Thought that I could let this go
我以為我可以放下
[Chorus]
But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah
但我沒想到會是這樣
Like this (Like this)
會是這樣
I ain't know that it would be like this
我沒想到會是這樣
Yeah, like this
是啊，會是這樣
I ain't know that it would be like this
我沒想到會是這樣
[Verse 2]
Yeah, maybe I'm impossible to be with
是啊，也許我真的很難相處
I know that you got a thousand reasons
我知道你有成千上萬個理由
You probably wanna leave, but don't know how, yeah
你可能早就想離開了，只是不知道該怎麼開口
I don't hear a thing when you yell
你在對我大吼大叫，我卻什麼都聽不到
Guess you like to hear your own voice, yeah
看來你只喜歡聽自己的聲音
Got me standing here with no choice
搞得我只能乾站在這裡，別無選擇
I see they tryna guess, they got me all wrong
我看到他們都在猜測，但他們全都猜錯了
Look, I'm doing my best to try to stay calm
聽著，我已經盡力保持冷靜
But I can't deal (Can't deal)
但我真的撐不住了
Feeling too much like my old self
感覺太像從前那個我
Backsliding, backsliding
又開始倒退，一再回到原點
I just let the phone ring
我就讓電話一直響
We ain't even close, please
我們根本就不親近，拜託
Throwing out opinions from the nosebleeds (Ayy, yeah)
你站得老遠，還在那邊指指點點
Lot of issues that you don't see
有太多你根本看不見的問題
Texts that I just won't read
那些訊息我根本不想讀
Play it off, it cuts deep though
表面上裝得沒事，其實內心早已被傷得很徹底
When I don't know who I'm close with
當我不知道自己還跟誰親近時
Going through the motions
我只是機械般地過生活
Don't know who to trust when I (Yeah)
我連該相信誰都不知道
[Pre-Chorus]
I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it
我對自己說謊，我真的撐不住了
Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix? (Yeah)
為什麼我把那麼多時間，浪費在改變不了的事情上？
All these things I hold inside I just can't forget (Nah)
這些壓在內心裡的心事，我怎麼也忘不了
Thought that I could let this go (Yeah)
我以為我可以放下
[Chorus]
But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah (Woo, yeah)
但我沒想到會是這樣
Like this (Ayy)
會是這樣
I ain't know that it would be like this
我沒想到會是這樣
(I ain't know that it would be like this, woo)
(我沒想到會是這樣)
Yeah, like this (Like this)
是啊，會是這樣
I ain't know that it would be like this (Like this), yeah (Yeah)
我沒想到會是這樣
Like this (Like this)
會是這樣
I ain't know that it would be like this
我沒想到會是這樣
Yeah, like this (Like this)
是啊，會是這樣
I ain't know that it would be like this
我沒想到會是這樣
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