我希望我能幫上忙。
And I wish I could help.
但當我討厭自己時，這讓一切變得很難。
But it’s hard when I hate myself.
《 The Search 》 是 NF 在2019年7月26日發表的第四張錄音室專輯。
Produced By
Tommee Profitt & NF
Written By
NF & Tommee Profitt
[Chorus] I don't see you like I should 我沒有像你眼中的我那樣去看待我自己 You look so misunderstood 你看起來是誤解了 And I wish I could help 我希望我能幫上忙 But it's hard when I hate myself 但當我討厭自己時，這讓一切變得很難 Pray to God with my arms open 當我張開雙臂向上帝祈禱 If this is it, then I feel hopeless 如果真的是這樣，那我感到很絕望 And I wish I could help 我希望我能幫上忙 But it's hard when I hate myself 但當我討厭自己時，這讓一切變得很難 [Verse 1] Yeah, late nights are the worst for me 是的，深夜對我來說是最糟糕的 They bring out the worst in me 他們會帶出我最壞的一面 Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think 思緒快速奔騰，讓我覺得思考是很痛苦的 If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me 如果這就是我想要的，那我不想要了，這些對我來說還不夠 All the core beliefs 所有的核心信念 And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace 我每天早上醒來都覺得自己不值得，因為我在與內心的和平抗爭 I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me 我走進地獄，走向我的屍體 Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak" 看著那句身體，“你什麼都不是，不過就是又悲哀又軟弱” It's kinda weird 這有點奇怪 Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I poured a drink 最近我覺得唯一能讓我逃脫的方法，就是倒一杯酒 That's more deceit, more defeat 那是更多的欺騙，更多的失敗 Is this really what I'm born to be? 這真的是我天生該有的模樣嗎？ That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique 這就是你認為的，自己獨一無二的結果 So poor, but I'm so wealthy 太可悲，但我卻很富有 Need help, but you can't help me 我需要幫助，但你幫不了我 What else can the world sell me? 這世界還能給予我什麼？ Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock 告訴我謊言，我仍然會買帳，就像它們會脫銷一樣 But it's not healthy 但這並不健康 [Chorus] I don't see you like I should 我沒有像你眼中的我那樣去看待我自己 You look so misunderstood 你看起來是誤解了 And I wish I could help 我希望我能幫上忙 But it's hard when I hate myself 但當我討厭自己時，這讓一切變得很難 Pray to God with my arms open 當我張開雙臂向上帝祈禱 If this is it, then I feel hopeless 如果真的是這樣，那我感到很絕望 And I wish I could help 我希望我能幫上忙 But it's hard when I hate myself 但當我討厭自己時，這讓一切變得很難 [Verse 2] Yeah, late nights get the best of me 是的，深夜的孤寂能擊碎我 They know how to get to me 他們知道如何抓住我 Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me 自殺的念頭來來去去，就像是我的客人 But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief 但我不想死，我只想得到解脫 So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful 所以不要像你認為的我很成功，不要那樣跟我說話 What is success when hope has left you? 當所有的希望都離我遠去時，成功是什麼模樣？ I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken wreck 我不是代言人，我是一個破碎的殘骸 Who's sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! 誰都厭倦了接受采訪，因為我討厭自己，啊！ Come across like it's so easy 遇到這樣糟糕的事情很容易 But I feel like you don't need me 但我覺得你不需要我 When I feel like you don't need me 當我覺得你不需要我時 Then I feel like you don't see me 然後我覺得你看不見我 And my life has no meaning, dreaming 而我的生活毫無意義，只是在做夢 Hands out, tryna ask for love 試著伸出雙手，試著尋求愛 But when I get it, I just pass it up 但是當我得到它時，我只是會選擇放棄 Throw it away and think about it later 把它扔掉以後再去考慮 Diggin' through the trash for drugs 翻遍垃圾桶尋找毒品 Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't 我希望能給你，你所需要的一切，但我不能 I'm scared because 我很害怕，因為 [Chorus] I don't see you like I should 我沒有像你眼中的我那樣去看待我自己 You look so misunderstood 你看起來是誤解了 And I wish I could help 我希望我能幫上忙 But it's hard when I hate myself 但當我討厭自己時，這讓一切變得很難 Pray to God with my arms open 當我張開雙臂向上帝祈禱 If this is it, then I feel hopeless 如果真的是這樣，那我感到很絕望 And I wish I could help 我希望我能幫上忙 But it's hard when I hate myself 但當我討厭自己時，這讓一切變得很難 [Verse 3] I walk through the ashes of my passions 我走過我已燃燒成灰燼的激情 Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket 回憶像是我棺材裡的行李 Get lost in the questions I can't answer 我迷失在我無法回答的問題中 Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter 我無法忍受自己是誰，但這並不重要 We scream to be free, but I stay captured 我們尖叫著要自由，但我仍然被俘虜 Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions 深陷其中，對自己的行為感到挫敗 Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking 感到軟弱，但我一直缺乏平靜 Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it 我一直安慰自己，對自己這麼說，但我不能接受 But I can't have it 但我不能去擁有 Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it 我一直安慰自己，對自己這麼說，但我不能接受 But I can't have it 但我不能去擁有 Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it 我一直安慰自己，對自己這麼說，但我不能接受 [Chorus] I don't see you like I should 我沒有像你眼中的我那樣去看待我自己 You look so misunderstood 你看起來是誤解了 And I wish I could help 我希望我能幫上忙 But it's hard when I hate myself 但當我討厭自己時，這讓一切變得很難 Pray to God with my arms open 當我張開雙臂向上帝祈禱 If this is it, then I feel hopeless 如果真的是這樣，那我感到很絕望 And I wish I could help 我希望我能幫上忙 But it's hard when I hate myself 但當我討厭自己時，這讓一切變得很難 [Outro] When I hate myself 當我討厭著自己 It's kinda hard when I hate myself 當我討厭自己時，這讓一切變得很難 I hate myself 我討厭自己 It's hard when I hate myself 當我討厭自己時，這讓一切變得很難
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