如果我是快樂的，那我會是什麼樣的人。
Who I’d be if I was happy.
《 HOPE 》 是 NF 在2023年4月7日發表的第五張錄音室專輯。
Produced By
Tommee Profitt, NF & Jeff Sojka
Written By
NF & Tommee Profitt
[Verse 1] Dear God, please 親愛的上帝，拜託請你 Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years 先聽我說完，我知道已經過了好幾年 Since I've reached 自從我上一次向你懺悔 Out and said hello, I bet You're wondering 向你打招呼，我敢打賭你正在想 Why I keep 為什麼我要選擇這樣做 Obsessing on and stressing all the little things 過於執著，和強調所有生活的小事情 When I should be 當我應該 Living life and soaking up the memories 過好當下的生活，卻沉浸在回憶之中 I know I've been selfish, I have no excuse to give you, it's true 我知道我一直很自私，我沒有藉口去給予你，這是真的 Hanging by a thread's how I live 我命懸一線走在崩潰邊緣，這就是我的生活方式 I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable 可不知道為什麼，我感覺這樣舒服多了 [Chorus] Living in my agony 生活在我的痛苦之中 Watching my self-esteem go up in flames, acting like I don't 看著我的自尊在火焰中燃燒殆盡，卻假裝自己很輕鬆 Care what anyone else thinks 假裝自己不在乎別人是怎麼想的 When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I 當我如實地知道，那些事情是離我最遙遠的 Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya 相去甚遠的感受，但我太過驕傲，不肯敞開心扉去問你 To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in 可否拉我一把，把我拉出這個深淵，我被困在這洞裡 The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine (Who) 事實就是我需要幫助，但我就是無法想像（如果我） Who I'd be if I was happy 如果我是快樂的，那我會是什麼樣的人 [Verse 2] Yeah, been this way so long, it feels like something's off when I'm not depressed 是啊，這種情緒持續了很久，當我不沮喪的時候，感覺好像有什麼地方不對勁 I got some issues that I won't address 我有一些我不會去解決的問題 I got some baggage I ain't opened yet 我有一些包袱還沒有打開過 I got some demons I should put to rest 我內心有一些惡魔，我應該讓牠們安息 I got some traumas that I can't forget 我有一些我無法忘記的創傷 I got some phone calls I've been avoiding 我接到了一些，我一直來都在迴避的電話 Some family members I don't really connect with 有一些親戚，我並沒有真正去維繫過感情 Some things I said, I wish I woulda not let slip 有些話我說出口，我多希望我並沒有說漏嘴 Some hurtful words that never shoulda left my lips 有一些傷人的話，就應該永遠都不離開我的嘴 Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet 有一些橋樑被燒毀了，我還沒有準備好重建 Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes 有一些我沒有經歷過的不安全感，是的 I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul 我會從一開始就承認，我是一個孤獨的靈魂 And the last to admit I need a hand to hold 僵持到最後才肯承認，我需要一隻手來握緊我 Losing hope, heading down a dangerous road 失去希望的人，走上危險的道路 Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm 這很奇怪，我知道，但我在家的時候感覺是最自在的 [Chorus] Living in my agony 生活在我的痛苦之中 Watching my self-esteem go up in flames, acting like I don't 看著我的自尊在火焰中燃燒殆盡，卻假裝自己很輕鬆 Care what anyone else thinks 假裝自己不在乎別人是怎麼想的 When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I 當我如實地知道，那些事情是離我最遙遠的 Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya 相去甚遠的感受，但我太過驕傲，不肯敞開心扉去問你 To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in 可否拉我一把，把我拉出這個深淵，我被困在這洞裡 The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine (Who) 事實就是我需要幫助，但我就是無法想像（如果我） Who I'd be if I was happy 如果我是快樂的，那我會是什麼樣的人 [Bridge] Don't know what's around the bend 不知道拐彎之後會出現什麼 Don't know what my future is 不知道我的未來會是什麼模樣 But I can't keep on living in— 但我不能繼續生活在—— [Chorus] Living in my agony 生活在我的痛苦之中 Watching my self-esteem go up in flames, acting like I don't 看著我的自尊在火焰中燃燒殆盡，卻假裝自己很輕鬆 Care what anyone else thinks 假裝自己不在乎別人是怎麼想的 When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I 當我如實地知道，那些事情是離我最遙遠的 Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya 相去甚遠的感受，但我太過驕傲，不肯敞開心扉去問你 To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in 可否拉我一把，把我拉出這個深淵，我被困在這洞裡 The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine (Who) 事實就是我需要幫助，但我就是無法想像（如果我） Who I'd be if I was happy 如果我是快樂的，那我會是什麼樣的人 [Outro] (Oh, oh, oh) （哦哦哦） (Oh, oh, oh) （哦哦哦） If I was happy 如果我是快樂的 (Oh, oh, oh) （哦哦哦） (Oh, oh, oh) （哦哦哦） If I was happy 如果我是快樂的
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