別告訴我這不是真實的。
Don’t tell me that this isn’t real.
別告訴我這不是我真實的感受。
這就是我的全部，我所擁有的一切。
Don’t tell me this ain’t how I feel.
This is all I have, all I have.
《 Mansion 》 是 NF 在2015年3月31日發表的首張錄音室專輯，共收錄十二首歌曲。
Producer
Tommee Profitt
Writers
Tommee Profitt & NF
[Verse 1]
All I ever wanted was somebody to hear me
我一直想要的，只是有人能聽見我的聲音
And all I ever wanted was somebody to feel me
我一直想要的，只是有人能懂我的感受
And everybody wanna tell me that I'm out of my head when I'm on the mic, that's fine, but that don't scare me
每個人都想告訴我，我拿起麥克風時太瘋狂，那也沒關係，這不會嚇到我
It's been a long time, but I'm back now
已經過了很長一段時間，但我現在回來了
Rap out, welcome to the rap house
我開始饒舌，歡迎來到饒舌之屋
Rap out, wanna live 'til I pass out
我繼續饒舌，直到我昏厥倒地為止
Black out, black out
黑暗降臨，燈光熄滅
Everybody keep on wondering if I still rap now, are you serious?
大家都在好奇我現在還有在饒舌嗎？你是認真的嗎？
Anybody out there hearing this?
有誰正在聽我說的話嗎？
Yo, I came in the game as a lyricist
喲，我以歌詞作者的身份踏入這個圈子
And I'ma leave like that, period
我也會以這樣的身份離開，毫無疑問
You sniff lines, I write lines
你吸的是白粉，我寫的是詩行
You've now entered in my mind
你現在進入了我的思維
And you better get ready 'cause you might find
你最好做好準備，因為你可能會發現
I'm from a different place, and my kind
我來自一個與常人不同的地方，而我的不同
Is a little bit different than yours is
和你們的不太一樣
Quit snoring, hip-hop isn't dead
別再打瞌睡，嘻哈沒有死
It's just been in mourning from the moment I quit recording
只是從我停止錄音的那一刻起，就一直在哀悼
Quick, record this
快一點，把這錄下來
Listen, I'm warming up and you're misinformed if
聽著，我正在熱身，如果你誤以為
You think that I'm slipping up, this ain't sick enough, then I'll skip the chorus
我開始退步，那就錯了；要是這還不夠瘋狂，那我乾脆不唱副歌了
I've been here, ain't nobody heard of me?
我一直都在，沒人聽過我的名字嗎？
Yeah, I'ma turn this beat to a murder scene
是啊，我要把這節拍變成犯罪現場
I don't live for the world
我不是為了這個世界而活
I live for the King, I live for the King, focus
我是為了上帝而活，我為主而活，保持專注
Wrote this with emotion
這首歌是我帶著情感寫的
It's hard to get a break when the doors ain't open
當所有的門都關上時，要突圍真的很難
It's hard to get a shot when the gun ain't loaded
當槍裡沒有子彈時，要開一槍也很難
And it's hard to make a living when nobody wanna notice, hold it
當沒人想注意你時，要活下去更難，等一下
What am I, insane? Maybe plain crazy?
我是不是瘋了？也許我真的是個瘋子？
You put me in a room with a mic, you will not restrain me
你把我放進一個有麥克風的房間，你絕對無法束縛我
You do what you wanna, but you can't contain me, lazy
你想做什麼就去做，但你控制不了我，懶惰
Is not a character trait of mine, don't wait in line
這不是我的性格特質，不會排隊等著
This is the current condition of my state of mind
這就是我目前的心境狀態
[Chorus]
Don't tell me that this isn't real
別告訴我這不是真實的
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
別告訴我這不是我真實的感受
This is all I have, all I have
這就是我的全部，我所擁有的一切
[Verse 2]
All I ever wanted was somebody to get this
我一直想要的，只是有人能懂我
All I ever wanted was somebody to play this
我一直想要的，只是有人能播放我的歌
Yeah, take my song, put it on a playlist
對，把我的歌放進播放清單裡
And get goosebumps every time they play it, rate us
每次聽到都能起雞皮疙瘩，給我個評價吧
If it's my calling or not, Father, maybe I should just not bother
這是不是祢的呼召，天父？也許我該放棄？
Go back to that nine-to-five, but I am not a
回去做那朝九晚五的工作，但我不是個
Quitter, so quit that
半途而廢的人，所以別這麼想
I never been a killer, but I guarantee I kill tracks
我雖然不是殺手，但我保證我能殺爆這些節拍
Put 'em in a coffin, lost it, rip that
把它們放進棺材裡，撕碎它，我瘋了嗎？
Tryna make an impact in rap, is that insane?
只是想在饒舌裡留下痕跡，這太狂了嗎？
Well, I guess so
好吧，我想是吧
Rap though, better give me that pencil
不過給我一支筆，我就開幹
And you ain't ever gonna make it, it's all mental
而你說我永遠不會成功？那只是心理承受的問題罷了
I am in a place where I can't let go, ah!
我現在身處一個無法放手的狀態，啊！
I still work a job and do this
我還在工作賺錢，同時在做音樂
And y'all know what's stupid?
你知道最蠢的是什麼嗎？
I thought all you had to do was get a record deal and your things start moving
我曾以為只要拿到唱片合約，一切就會順利發展
But that's not the case, because most the time, the artist you hear
但事實並非如此，因為大多時候你聽到的那些新藝人
You keep on thinking that artist is new, but that artist has prolly been at it for years
你以為他們才剛出道，但其實他們已經默默努力好多年
Yeah, in the back of my mind thinking
是啊，我心裡還在想：
Am I wasting my time dreaming?
我是不是在浪費時間做夢？
And I ain't got no money in my wallet, but I guarantee there ain't no way that I am gonna leave this
我錢包裡一毛錢都沒有，但我敢保證，我絕對不會離開這條路
I need this, I swear to y'all, I need this
我需要這個，我發誓，我真的需要這個
And this hip-hop's in my veins, if you cut me, I'ma bleed it
嘻哈流在我血液裡，如果你割開我，我會流出音樂
And, yo, what you think I write raps for? No reason? No
喲，你以為我寫這些饒舌是為了什麼？會毫無理由嗎？不
Take my pain and I put 'em in a song
我把痛苦寫進歌裡
Ever since them pills, they took my mom (Yeah)
自從那些藥奪走了我媽媽之後
I've been a different person
我就變成完全不一樣的人
Don't try to predict my verses
別試著去預測我下一句會說什麼
What you're hearing now is me
你現在聽到的，就是最真實的我
Whether I'm in front or behind that curtain
無論我是在幕前還是幕後
I stand behind these words and
我都站在這些詞句背後
I'm a Christian, but I'm not perfect
我是個基督徒，但我不完美
Don't tell me to calm down, I'm calm now
別叫我冷靜，我現在很冷靜
Listen, I'm just working
聽著，我只是努力工作
Yeah, it might take a minute to get it, but once you get it, everything will be crystal clear
是啊，也許你要花點時間才能明白，但當你懂的時候，一切都會變得清晰
I don't think they see my vision here
我覺得他們還沒看見我的願景
I don't think they see my vision here
我覺得他們真的還沒看清我的願景
[Chorus]
Don't tell me that this isn't real
別告訴我這不是真實的
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel (Oh)
別告訴我這不是我真實的感受
This is all I have, all I have (Oh, oh)
這就是我的全部，我所擁有的一切
Don't tell me that this isn't real
別告訴我這不是真實的
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel (Oh)
別告訴我這不是我真實的感受
This is all I have, all I have (Oh yeah)
這就是我的全部，我所擁有的一切
Don't tell me that this isn't real
別告訴我這不是真實的
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel (Oh, oh, yeah)
別告訴我這不是我真實的感受
This is all I have, all I have, all I have
這就是我的全部，我所擁有的一切
Don't tell me that this isn't real
別告訴我這不是真實的
This isn't real, this isn't real (Don't tell me this ain't how I feel)
這不是真的，這不是真的（別告訴我這不是我真實的感受）
This is all that I have, this is all that I have
這就是我的全部，我所擁有的一切
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