我已經有所成長，但最近不知怎麼地。
I’m all grown up but somehow lately.
我表現得像個該死的嬰兒。
我真的沒有看起來那麼快樂。
I’m acting like a fucking baby.
I’m really not as happy as I seem.
《 The Great Impersonator 》 是 Halsey 預計在2024年10月發表的第五張錄音室專輯。
“Ego” 是 Halsey 在2024年9月6日發表的單曲。
Producers
Michael Uzowuru, Austin Corona, Wyatt Bernard & Greg Kurstin
Writers
Halsey, Aldae & Greg Kurstin
[Verse 1]
I'm caught up in the everyday trend
我陷入日常流行趨勢中
Tied up by invisible thread
被無形的線給綁住
Walking down a razor-thin edge
沿著極度薄弱的邊緣行走
And I wake up tired, think I'm better off dead
而我每天醒來時都感覺很累，我想我還不如死了算了
Been a few months since I crossed over state lines
我橫跨州域已經有幾個月
Talk to my mom, fake smiles over FaceTime
我和媽媽說話時，需要在 FaceTime 上假笑
Drink all night till I can't walk in a straight line
我喝了一整夜的酒，直到我無法走直線
Feel so low but I'm high at the same time
我感到如此低落，但同時我又很興奮
[Pre-Chorus]
I can't keep my feet on the ground
我無法腳踏實地，穩穩地朝目標前進
And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now
我很緊張，我不知道你現在是怎麼想我的
I'm hoping that someone comes around
我希望有人能來到我身邊
Helps me figure it out
幫我理清楚所有的思緒
[Chorus]
I think that I should try to kill my ego
我認為我應該嘗試消滅我的自我
'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
因為如果我不這麼做，我的自負可能會要我命
I'm all grown up but somehow lately
我已經有所成長，但最近不知怎麼地
I'm acting like a fucking baby
我表現得像個該死的嬰兒
I'm really not as happy as I seem
我真的沒有看起來的那麼快樂
[Verse 2]
Still a little kid that can't make friends
還是個不會交朋友的笨小孩
Wanna be invited, but I won't attend
想被邀請，但我不會參加聚會
I've been having bad dreams my career could end
我一直在做同樣的惡夢，我的職業生涯可能會結束
'Cause I slip up when I should've played pretend
因為當我應該假裝沒事時，我卻犯了錯誤
Turned eighteen and I left the city
十八歲，我離開了這座城市
Said, "I wanna be cool, I don't wanna be pretty"
說：“我想變得酷斃了，我不想變得漂亮”
The voices all came crashing down
周遭的聲音都崩潰了
And said, "You're too nice to run this town"
並說：“你過善良，你無法當好統治者”
[Pre-Chorus]
I can't keep my feet on the ground
我無法腳踏實地，穩穩地朝目標前進
And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now
我很緊張，我不知道你現在是怎麼想我的
I'm hoping that someone comes around
我希望有人能來到我身邊
Helps me figure it out
幫我理清楚所有的思緒
[Chorus]
I think that I should try to kill my ego
我認為我應該嘗試消滅我的自我
'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
因為如果我不這麼做，我的自負可能會要我命
I'm all grown up but somehow lately
我已經有所成長，但最近不知怎麼地
I'm acting like a fucking baby
我表現得像個該死的嬰兒
I'm really not as happy as I seem
我真的沒有看起來的那麼快樂
Nothing's as it seems
一切都不像看起來的那樣
Nothing's as it seems
一切都不像表面看起來的那樣
And I'm all grown up but somehow lately
我已經有所成長，但最近不知怎麼地
I'm acting like a fucking baby
我表現得像個該死的嬰兒
I'm really not that happy being me
做我自己，我真的不太高興
[Bridge]
I don't like the lie I'm living
我不喜歡我生活在謊言裡面
I'm way too nice and too forgiving
我太過善良，太過寬容
I wanna go back to the beginning
我想回到最初的自己
When it all felt right
當一切都感覺還不錯的時候
A rooftop, Lower East Side, I'm singing
在下東區的屋頂上，我在那唱著歌
Didn't give a fuck if I was winning
我根本不在乎我是否會贏
It's all done now, who am I kidding?
現在一切都結束了，我在開什麼玩笑？
(Who am I kidding?)
（我在跟誰開玩笑？）
I'm doing way worse than I'm admitting
我做的比我承認的還要糟糕
[Chorus]
I think that I should try to kill my ego
我認為我應該嘗試消滅我的自我
'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
因為如果我不這麼做，我的自負可能會要我命
I'm all grown up but somehow lately
我已經有所成長，但最近不知怎麼地
I'm acting like a fucking baby
我表現得像個該死的嬰兒
I'm really not as happy as I seem
我真的沒有看起來的那麼快樂
Nothing's as it seems
一切都不像看起來的那樣
Nothing's as it seems
一切都不像表面看起來的那樣
And I'm all grown up but somehow lately
我已經有所成長，但最近不知怎麼地
I'm acting like a fucking baby
我表現得像個該死的嬰兒
I'm really not that happy being me
做我自己，我真的不太高興
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