（我喝著酒）直到我的身體感覺快要死了。
(I’m drinkin’) Till my body feel like it’s gonna die.
（而我選擇繼續）想著我的生活中沒有妳，感覺更像是場自殺。
(And I keep on) Thinkin’ livin’ without you in my life feels more like suicide.
《 42 》 是 Conor Matthews 在2024年10月4日發表的 EP 專輯，共收錄六首歌曲。
Producers
94Skrt, Nathan Keeterle & Conor Matthews
Writer
Conor Matthews
[Verse 1]
She said, you with the whinin', you did me over with
她說，你的抱怨讓我很崩潰
I said, you're with the man I know you're lonely with
我說，我知道當妳感到孤單時，妳會去和那個男人廝混在一起
And she like, don't ever talk to me like that
而她又說，你永遠不要用那種語氣跟我說話
I said, since you been gone it's been bottles of Jack
我說，自從妳走了之後，就只能靠著酒精度日
Living in the fast lane, just prayin' I'll crash cuz' I miss you
生活在快節奏的夜場裡，只祈禱著我會崩潰，因為我很想念妳
[Pre-Chorus 1]
I been losin' sleep gettin' faded
我一直不斷地失眠，魂不守舍
Gettin' over you is killing me baby
忘記妳簡直要了我的命，寶貝
[Chorus]
Yeah I smoke
是的，我抽煙
(Yeah baby) But I never get so high, I let go
（是的，寶貝）但我從未如此亢奮過，我選擇放手
(I'm faded) So I tried 'nother shot of patron
（我已經失了色）所以我嘗試去點讚別人的照片
(And I keep on) Thinkin' maybe this'll do but it don't, no no
（而我繼續前進）我想也許這會行得通，但事實並非如此，不不
So I go
所以我這樣做
(I'm drinkin') Till I'm fucked and I should call it a night
（我喝著酒）直到我徹底酒醉，而今晚的我該停手了
(I'm drinkin') Till my body feel like it's gonna die
（我喝著酒）直到我的身體感覺快要死了
(And I keep on) Thinkin' livin' without you in my life feels more like suicide
（而我選擇繼續）想著我的生活中沒有妳，感覺更像是場自殺
[Verse 2]
Back home nun' much has changed
回到家並沒有發生多大的變化
I'm back outta Tennessee
我回到田納西州
My mom and pops okay, baby
我的父母都還好，寶貝
So just worry 'bout me
所以妳只需要擔心我就好
I'll drink till I could love someone I don't want to
我會繼續喝酒，直到我能去愛上一個我不想愛的人
Turns out rock bottom look a lot like top-shelf bourbon in her bedroom
事實證明，廉價的波本威士忌，看起來和她臥室裡的頂級波本威士忌差不多
Who knew
誰知道呢
I been getting into moonshine, baby
我已經愛上了月光，寶貝
I been getting with a new sign, lately
最近我有了新的啟發，就最近
I wouldn't even know if you hate me
我甚至不知道妳是否恨我
You wouldn't even know what you made me
妳甚至不知道，妳都把我變成了什麼鬼樣
The ups are down, the downs are up
情緒興奮又墜落，低落又高漲
The coke is pink, my heart is fucked
可樂是粉紅色的，而我的心是稀碎的
The surgeon said to get off the drugs I'm on
我的外科醫生說，要戒掉我正在服用的藥物
But I'm just not that strong
但我只是沒那麼堅強
[Pre-Chorus 2]
I been tryin' my best to forget you
我一直在努力忘記妳
Chokin' on your memories turn me numb
不斷沉浸有妳的回憶裡漸漸讓我麻木
[Chorus]
Yeah I smoke
是的，我抽煙
(Yeah baby) But I never get so high, I let go
（是的，寶貝）但我從未如此亢奮過，我選擇放手
(I'm faded) So I tried 'nother shot of patron
（我已經失了色）所以我嘗試去點讚別人的照片
(And I keep on) Thinkin' maybe this'll do but it don't, no no
（而我繼續前進）我想也許這會行得通，但事實並非如此，不不
So I go
所以我這樣做
(I'm drinkin') Till I'm fucked and I should call it a night
（我喝著酒）直到我徹底酒醉，而今晚的我該停手了
(I'm drinkin') Till my body feel like it's gonna die
（我喝著酒）直到我的身體感覺快要死了
(And I keep on) Thinkin' livin' without you in my life feels more like suicide
（而我選擇繼續）想著我的生活中沒有妳，感覺更像是場自殺
[Bridge]
I'm gettin' way too drunk
我已經喝得爛醉
With all the friends I hate
和所有我討厭的朋友們一起
If he say one more fuckin' word
如果他再多說該死的一句話
I'll punch his coked out face
我會打爛他欠揍的嘴臉
I guess we both got gone
我想我們早就走散了
I guess we both done changed
我想我們都做出了改變
I never knew why people hated life until you babe
我從來不知道為什麼人們討厭生活，直到妳離開我寶貝
[Outro]
Yeah I smoke
是的，我抽煙
(Yeah baby) But I never get so high, I let go
（是的，寶貝）但我從未如此亢奮過，我選擇放手
(I'm faded) So I tried 'nother shot of patron
（我已經失了色）所以我嘗試去點讚別人的照片
(And I keep on) Thinkin' maybe this'll do but it don't, no no
（而我繼續前進）我想也許這會行得通，但事實並非如此，不不
So I go
所以我這樣做
(I'm drinkin') Till I'm fucked and I should call it a night
（我喝著酒）直到我徹底酒醉，而今晚的我該停手了
(I'm drinkin') Till my body feel like it's gonna die
（我喝著酒）直到我的身體感覺快要死了
(And I keep on) Thinkin' livin' without you in my life feels more like suicide
（而我選擇繼續）想著我的生活中沒有妳，感覺更像是場自殺
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