我為自己辯解，我早就習慣一個人撐著自己。
In my defense I’m used to carrying myself.
也許我只是害怕，會失去眼前擁有的一切。
And maybe I’m scared I lose what’s in front of me.
《 4350 S Hualapai Way 》 是 Clinton Kane 在2026年2月6日發表的專輯，共收錄十四首歌曲。
Writers
Benjamin Trillado, Clinton Kane & Griffin Oskar
[Verse 1]
It's 5 a.m. and I haven't slept in 24 hours
凌晨五點，我已經二十四小時沒睡
I've been thinking how all of my days and nights are nights and days
我一直在想，為什麼我的白天與黑夜全都顛倒
Oh I can't tell
哦，我分不清
The bottle's up but it doesn't seem to sink me half empty
酒瓶打開了，卻好像怎麼也灌不醉我，半滿半空
I've been dreading 'bout all of my failures, fights and open doors
我一直害怕面對我所有的失敗、爭吵與敞開的門
Will I find rest?
我能找到平靜嗎？
[Chorus]
And what if I end up beating a part of me
如果有一天，我親手毀掉了自己的一部分呢？
The part that I'm meant to keep at security
那個本該被我好好守住、用來自保的部分
In my defense I'm used to carrying myself
我為自己辯解，我早就習慣一個人撐著自己
And maybe I'm scared I lose what's in front of me
也許我只是害怕，會失去眼前擁有的一切
Lie to my parents, say I've got everything
我對父母說謊，說我什麼都處理得很好
Handled but clearly I've been lying to myself, oh-oh, oh-oh
但很明顯，我一直在對自己說謊
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh-oh
[Verse 2]
It's 5 a.m. and I haven't spoke to anyone about this
凌晨五點，我從沒跟任何人談過這些
But the words are at the edge of this curb and taking up
可那些話卡在喉嚨裡，卻佔滿了整個空間
A little too much space
佔據了太多空間
It's crowded out but nobody wants to talk it over
聲音被淹沒在人群裡，卻沒人想理會
Don't wanna step on any more of these toes and reasons why
不想再踩到任何人的腳趾，也不想再提那些藉口
They couldn't care for it
他們根本不在乎
[Chorus]
And what if I end up beating a part of me
如果有一天，我親手毀掉了自己的一部分呢？
The part that I'm meant to keep at security
那個本該被我好好守住、用來自保的部分
In my defense I'm used to carrying myself
我為自己辯解，我早就習慣一個人撐著自己
And maybe I'm scared I lose what's in front of me
也許我只是害怕，會失去眼前擁有的一切
Lie to my parents, say I've got everything
我對父母說謊，說我什麼都處理得很好
Handled but clearly I've been lying to myself, oh-oh, oh-oh
但很明顯，我一直在對自己說謊
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh-oh
Ooh, ooh (Lying to myself)
（對自己說謊）
Ooh, ooh (Lying to myself)
（對自己說謊）
Ooh, ooh-oh
[Outro]
Maybe I'm scared I lose what's in front of me
也許我只是害怕，會失去眼前擁有的一切
Lie to my parents, say I've got everything
我對父母說謊，說我什麼都處理得很好
Handled but clearly I've been lying to myself, oh-oh, oh-oh
但很明顯，我一直在對自己說謊
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