我不斷地想向上呼吸空氣，可最後我肺部進了水，將我淹沒。
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my lungs.
“I Don’t Feel Alive” 是 Chelsea Cutler 在2023年7月14日發表的單曲。
Produced By
Chelsea Cutler & Kevin White
Written By
Chelsea Cutler & Kevin White
[Verse 1] Skin and bones, stomach aches 我全身的肌膚和骨骼，胃絞痛 Lucid dreams, hold my breath 一場清醒夢，我屏住了呼吸 When I'm wide awake 當我完全清醒過來時 Connecticut, dissociate 康涅狄格州，人格分離 Maybe I should buy a house 也許我應該買棟房子 In a town upstate 在北部的一個小鎮 [Pre-Chorus] If I could, I'd wake myself up when I am somebody that I'm proud of 如果可以的話，當我成為令人自豪的人時，再喚醒我自己 [Chorus 1] I'm getting undressed for my lover 我要為我的愛人脫下我的偽裝 And praying she don't hate all my skin like I do 祈禱她不要像我一樣討厭我的表面 I'm reading books and drinking coffee 我一邊看書，一邊喝咖啡 Stepping on a scale I keep in the bathroom 雙腳踩上我放在浴室的體重秤 The water goes downhill, and still 水往低處走，可仍然 I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly 我用兩隻不會飛的手臂逆流而上 And I don't feel alive, no, I don't feel alive 我感覺不到自己還活著，不，我不覺得自己真的活著 [Verse 2] Telehealth, TV episodes 遠程醫療，電視劇集 Swallow seeds, but the fruit never seems to grow 吞下種子，但果實似乎永遠不會成長 Validatе, what I know 這驗證了我所知道的 What I believe in and еverywhere I wanna go 我的信仰，和我想去的地方 [Pre-Chorus] If I could, I'd wake myself up when I am somebody that I'm proud of 如果可以的話，當我成為令人自豪的人時，再喚醒我自己 [Chorus 2] I’m paying three different psychologists 我付錢給三位不同的心理學家 Trying to remember who I told what story to 試圖記住我給誰講了什麼故事 I’m writing feelings in a journal 我在日記裡寫下所有的感受 Cuz' that’s what people who have their shit together seem to do 因為似乎想讓自己有所改變的人都會這麼做 The water goes downhill, and still 水往低處走，可仍然 I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly 我用兩隻不會飛的手臂逆流而上 And I don't feel alive, no, I don't feel alive 我感覺不到自己還活著，不，我不覺得自己真的活著 [Post-Chorus] I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my 我不斷地想浮出水面呼吸空氣，可最後我被水淹沒 I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my lungs 我不斷地想向上呼吸空氣，可最後我肺部進了水，將我淹沒 [Chorus 3] I’m learning how to set my boundaries 我正在學習如何去界定自己的底線 How to have compassion for myself and for my mind 如何對自己富有同情心，及獨立的思想方式 I’m turning off my fucking cell phone 我要關掉我該死的手機 And trying to have honest conversations in real life 並嘗試在現實生活中，進行誠實的對話 The water goes downhill, and still 水往低處走，可仍然 I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly 我用兩隻不會飛的手臂逆流而上 And I don't feel alive, no, I don't feel alive 我感覺不到自己還活著，不，我不覺得自己真的活著 [Post Chorus] I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my 我不斷地想浮出水面呼吸空氣，可最後我被水淹沒 I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my 我不斷地想浮出水面呼吸空氣，可最後我被水淹沒 I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my 我不斷地想浮出水面呼吸空氣，可最後我被水淹沒 I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my lungs 我不斷地想向上呼吸空氣，可最後我肺部進了水，將我淹沒
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