我很抱歉讓你受了這麼大的傷害。
I’m sorry that it hurt so much.
成長是一件很艱難的事情，很難去做到。
Growing up is hard to do, hard to do.
《 Stellaria 》 是 Chelsea Cutler 在2023年10月13日發表的第三張錄音室專輯。
Produced By
Hazey Eyes & Chelsea Cutler
Written By
Chelsea Cutler, Mikky Ekko & Hazey Eyes
[Verse 1] Threw a mattress on the floor and made a home out of a dorm room 把床墊丟在地板上，把宿舍改造成一個家 She got a credit card in her name to buy what she couldn't afford to 她以自己的名義申請了一張信用卡，購買那些她買不起的東西 And now she's eighteen, she can barely eat and barely drive 現在她十八歲了，她幾乎沒有飯吃，也幾乎不會開車 Mind racing, what's the meanin' of being alive? 腦子裡嗡嗡作響，活著還有什麼意義？ I don't blame her for not doing anything she was supposed to 我不怪她沒有去做那些，她本應該去做的事情 [Chorus] So much for the young and free 年輕和自由也就這樣吧 I know that you feel confused 我知道你感到很困惑 I'm sorry that it hurt so much 我很抱歉讓你受了這麼大的傷害 Growing up is hard to do 成長是一件很艱難的事情 You'll always be a part of me 你永遠是屬於我人生中的一部分 Swear I'll take better care of you 我發誓我會更好地照顧你 I'm sorry that it hurt so much 我很抱歉讓你受了這麼大的傷害 Growing up is hard to do, hard to do 成長是一件很艱難的事情，很難去做到 [Verse 2] Rubbing drugs into your gums to prove to your friends 將毒品塗抹在牙齦上，好向朋友證明自己 That you're a good time, 'til you're crying in the stairwell 你過得很開心，直到你在樓梯間哭泣 Holding your hair back, wishing you had kept your body to yoursеlf 把頭髮挽在腦後，希望你能把自己的身體留給自己 Can't forget the way it felt 我無法忘記當時的感受 [Chorus] So much for the young and free 年輕和自由也就這樣吧 I know that you feel confused 我知道你感到很困惑 I'm sorry that it hurt so much 我很抱歉讓你受了這麼大的傷害 Growing up is hard to do 成長是一件很艱難的事情 You'll always be a part of me 你永遠是屬於我人生中的一部分 Swear I'll take better care of you 我發誓我會更好地照顧你 I'm sorry that it hurt so much 我很抱歉讓你受了這麼大的傷害 Growing up is hard to do, hard to do 成長是一件很艱難的事情，很難去做到 [Bridge] You drank yourself dizzy 你喝得頭暈目眩 Held in all your secrets 藏起你所有的秘密 Took off running naked with a handle in your arms 懷裡揣著滿腔抱負，赤裸地奔跑著 Woke up in a fever 醒來時發著高燒 Sweating out your bad decisions 因你錯誤的決定而滿頭大汗 Couldn't even see straight, but you still got in the car 雖然看不清目標，但你還是選擇上了車 You tried to be the cool girl 你試圖成為酷女孩 You know the way that boys are 你知道男孩們都是什麼模樣 You just wanna talk, but it's your body that he counts 你只是想聊聊，但他看重的是你的身體 It's snowing up in Amherst 阿姆赫斯特下雪了 You don't feel a damn thing 你卻什麼都感覺不到 Everything's a mess when you got nothing figured out 當你一無所獲時，一切都會變得一團糟 [Outro] You'll always be a part of me 你永遠是屬於我人生中的一部分 Swear I'll take better care of you 我發誓我會更好地照顧你 I'm sorry that it hurt so much 我很抱歉讓你受了這麼大的傷害 Growing up is hard 成長是艱難的課題
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