我的手指觸摸熟悉的燈芯絨夾克布料。
My fingers touch the fabric of my jacket made of corduroy.
讓我想起我在布倫特伍德生活的日子，和那些我願意再次看到的東西。
Reminding me of Brentwood and the things that I would die to see again.
《 Burnout 》 是 BoyWithUke 在2024年11月15日發表的第五張專輯，共收錄十四首歌曲。
Producer
BoyWithUke
Writer
BoyWithUke
[Verse 1]
Indifferent to the people I detest
我對我討厭的人漠不關心
But, it harms me in a way that even I cannot detect
但是，它以一種連我都無法察覺的方式傷害我
In my own flesh and blood
以我的血肉之軀
(In my own flesh and blood)
（以我的血肉之軀）
I think I've had enough
我想我已經受夠了
(I think I've had enough, I've had enough)
（我想我已經受夠了，我已經受夠了）
I welcome death with open arms
我張開雙臂迎接死亡
Like an old friend I haven't seen
就像是一位素未謀面的老朋友
Since I was young, when young was old
從我還年輕時，年輕卻蒼老
When Daddy did terrible things
當爸爸做了可怕的事情時
Maybe I'd feel better then, when I leave you like this
也許當我就這樣離開你，我會感覺好一些
(Don't let me lеave, don't let me lеave, don't let me leave it all behind)
（別讓我離開，別讓我走，別讓我拋下所有）
While some days are not that bad
雖然有些日子並沒有那麼糟糕
And even pleasant one might say
甚至令人愉快的人也可能會說
I can't control the thoughts I have
我無法控制自己的想法
I can't control the present wave of emotion
我無法控制現在的情緒波動
Anxiously hoping for something or someone
焦急地希望某些事或某些人的到來
For anything at all
對於任何事情的期待
[Pre-Chorus]
I can't imagine a life without familiarity
我無法想像沒有熟悉存在的生活
I can't imagine what it's like to live with certainty
我無法想像肯定地生活是什麼感覺
I like to rewatch movies, so I know the end of every scene
我喜歡重看已看過的電影，所以我知道每個場景的結局
I know the end of everything
我知道結局，和所有故事的發生
I do, because I won't ever leave my room
我真的明白，因為我永遠不會離開我的房間
It's safer here, safety's all I want and all I need
這裡比較安全，安全是我最想要的，也是我最需要的
Buried my issues here, deep within the
把我所有的問題埋在這裡，深深埋藏在
Walls and in my dreams
四周的牆壁和我的夢裡
In my own atmosphere is where I'll die
我將在我自己的氛圍中死去
So, let me die in peace
那麼，就讓我平靜地死去吧
I'm on my final breath, my final steps
我正處於最後的喘息，我的最後一步
I've never felt so free
我從未感到如此自由
[Chorus]
But my head's spinning
但我的腦袋在旋轉
I can't help but think of who I'm abandoning
我忍不住想我要拋棄誰
And suddenly my chest cries out in pure panic
而突然我的胸口因純粹的恐慌而呼喊
It cannot end like this
我不能就這樣結束
I say with strength I haven't felt before and that's when it finally hits
我用我以前從未有過的力量去訴說，這就是恐懼終於襲來的時候
With my hands sweating
伴隨著我手心冒汗
Climb down from the ledge of what's all so threatening
從充滿威脅的壁架上爬下來
But it don't cause me fear no more
但這不會讓我不再恐懼
My fingers touch the fabric of my jacket made of corduroy
我的手指觸摸熟悉的燈芯絨夾克布料
Reminding me of Brentwood and the things that I would die to see again
讓我想起我在布倫特伍德生活的日子，和那些我願意再次看到的東西
[Post-Chorus]
Die to see again
渴望能再見
Die to see again
渴望能再見
Die to see again
渴望能再見
[Verse 2]
Woah, oh
My jacket made of corduroy
我的夾克是燈芯絨做的
Know what I stand to lose my life, my soul
我知道我會失去我的生命和靈魂
My time my home, my thoughts
我的時間我的家，我的想法
My sweet and sour youth
我的酸甜苦澀的青春
I can't let go of who I was but I
我無法放棄曾經的我，但我
Can cut myself in two
可以把自己切成兩半
And I can't pick up all the pieces
而我無法拾起所有破碎的碎片
And let everybody choose (Ch-ch-ch-choose)
然後讓大家去選擇
[Bridge]
Yeah it's all in your mind, boy, it's all in your head
是的，這一切都只是腦海裡瘋狂的想法，老天，這一切都在你的腦海裡
Leave it all behind you can finish when you're dead
把一切拋在腦後，等你死了再完成
I'll be waiting for you here
我會在這裡等你
When this madness finally ends
當這瘋狂最終結束時
Remember who you are, don't forget it
記住你是誰，不要忘記
When your head's spinning
當你腦袋不停在旋轉時
Stuck in a room with the television on
被困在開著電視的房間裡
While you're tripping on 'shrooms
正當你被致幻劑牽絆著時
You got your thoughts spilling
你的思緒四溢
But none of it's true, it's a facade
但這些都不是真的，這都是假象
Your heart can tear apart the parts that make it you
你的心可以撕裂構成你的部分
[Outro]
Hello again, it's nice to see you're back
再次問好，很高興看到你回來
Did you like the things you saw?
你喜歡你眼前所看到的景象嗎？
And do you finally understand why I wear corduroy?
你終於明白我為什麼身穿燈芯絨夾克嗎？
I really like corduroy
我真的很喜歡燈芯絨
Hello my friend, anything you'd like to ask
你好我的朋友，有什麼想問的嗎
Any unresolved pollutions in your head that make you gag?
你腦子裡有什麼未解決的污染讓你感到作嘔嗎？
I'm just one call away
你只需要一個電話我就在
So please don't be afraid to call me back
所以請不要害怕回撥我的電話
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