如果我不快樂、不瘦、不安靜、不漂亮。
If I’m not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty.
我還重要嗎？
Do I even matter?
“small” 是 Lauren Spencer Smith 在2024年11月1日發表的單曲。
Producers
David Burris & Thomas Daniel
Writers
Jules Brave, Lauren Spencer Smith & Thomas Daniel
[Verse 1]
I've been holding my stomach in for so long
我遮掩著肚子持續了好長一陣子
Don't even notice I'm doing it anymore
我甚至沒有注意到我在這樣做
I work out hard, seven days a week
我每週 7 天努力的在鍛煉
But I don't feel any differently
但我並沒有感覺到有什麼不同
[Pre-Chorus]
I wonder if I'll ever change
我想知道我是否會有所改變
I don't think I can live this way
我想我不能一直這樣去生活
[Chorus]
I wake up hating my body
我每天一覺醒來，就是討厭自己的身體
Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better
我害怕沒有什麼，能讓事情變得更好
If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty
如果我不快樂、不瘦、不安靜、不漂亮
Do I even matter?
我還重要嗎？
Hate being hungry when I go to sleep
我討厭睡覺時會感到飢餓
Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
我咬著牙堅持太久，就快要流血不止
I'm killing myself, but I don't think it's helping at all
我正在要了自己的命，但我想這根本就沒有任何幫助
Trying to be small
去努力讓自己變的更瘦小，只讓我變得更渺小
[Post-Chorus]
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
[Verse 2]
Walk over me, and I take it so politely
隨意的對待我，而我還是禮貌地接受
'Cause I still care what they think and if they like me
因為我仍然關心他們的想法，以及他們是否喜歡我
I used to smile and show my teeth
我曾經微笑著露出牙齒
Now I don't smile at anything
現在的我對任何事都不再微笑
[Pre-Chorus]
I wonder if I'll ever change
我想知道我是否會有所改變
I don't wanna be this way
我不想一直這樣下去
[Chorus]
I wake up hating my body
我每天一覺醒來，就是討厭自己的身體
Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better
我害怕沒有什麼，能讓事情變得更好
If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty
如果我不快樂、不瘦、不安靜、不漂亮
Do I even matter?
我還重要嗎？
Hate being hungry when I go to sleep
我討厭睡覺時會感到飢餓
Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
我咬著牙堅持太久，就快要流血不止
I'm killing myself, but I don't think it's helping at all
我正在要了自己的命，但我想這根本就沒有任何幫助
Trying to be
試著去成為
[Bridge]
Everything that makes me sad
所有只會讓我更悲傷的事情
A therapist, a punching bag
去接受心理治療，和發洩用的沙袋
Wish I could eat and not feel bad
我希望我能盡情吃東西，而不會感到難堪
Swear I'm gonna scream
我發誓我會大聲尖叫
No one's ever listening
可從來沒有人在聽
And they don't care, it's killing me
他們根本不在乎，這簡直很要命
As long as I can fucking sing
只要我該死的還能繼續唱歌
Then life is a dream
那麼人生就是一場夢
[Chorus]
But I wake up hating my body
但我每天一覺醒來，就是討厭自己的身體
Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better
我害怕沒有什麼，能讓事情變得更好
If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty
如果我不快樂、不瘦、不安靜、不漂亮
Do I even matter?
我還重要嗎？
Hate being hungry when I go to sleep
我討厭睡覺時會感到飢餓
Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed
我咬著牙堅持太久，就快要流血不止
I'm killing myself, but I don't think it's helping at all
我正在要了自己的命，但我想這根本就沒有任何幫助
I'm killing myself, but I don't think it's healthy at all
我正在要了自己的命，但我認為這根本就不健康
Trying to be small
去努力讓自己變的更瘦小，只讓我變得更渺小
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